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SPECIAL Mos ♥
17th Birthday, Pantai Hillpark, 13th September 2008
Supercamp, Trolak, 2008
16th Birthday, my place, 2007
Kebu's Zoo &Tugu Negara Trip, KL, 2007
Wednesdays' Movie Bunch, my place, 2007
Debate Tournaments with Keer &Jill, 2007 -
Arrived at PD a day later than the rest because I was busy with scholarship and college applications, ehem 
The place was massively huge compared to the size of our accommodation when in Genting. Was also super sejuk. And faced the beach. Windows in the room had perfect view of the swimming pool.
First we did was cut the smaller birthday cake for Fad & Du. Had cute party hats too but somehow, most of the boys wore it instead of girls, hah.
HakimMalu.
I don’t like this beach. Sorry.
I thought the fact that the sandy beach had far too many holes dug out by those small crabs. And they somehow clog the sands into like a whole lump. Many many many tiny whole lumps of ‘em. Super icky. I actually wasn’t at peace at all through out the beach walk! This photo is exactly how the whole beach looks like. No super dry sand.
FaizVain & IwanTan.
IraAdek, Sha, NanaNanas.
If you view this photo in the right resolution, I assure you I’d look less like an ApeMan =_=”
NanaNanas.
HakimMalu.
IraAdek, IwanTan.
HAHAHAH no comment.
The most usual sight I get of them. Football.
Returned to the house and took a bath. TokMak had a solat sunat thing planned but I didn’t bring anything suitable to pray in, lucky thing, so did the rest of the girls. So we stayed in the room laughing at each other to how funny we look in the tudung and short sleeved shirts. So I changed into a three quarter sleeve and Nana put on a hoodie sweater which made her look Indonesian! HAHAHAH
Walked out after some time into a very very eerily quiet house. Went next door and saw that everyone was done praying and it was time to read the Yassin. So that was what we did 
After the whole thing, we salam-ed each other and the next thing I remember is TokBah saying ‘Go downstairs now’, and poof! I was at the barbeque canopy thing.
Family shot 1. Horrible lighting. I look effed up in the clear shot, hehehe.
Headed back to the house at around 11 and it was time to blow off the candles on Tok Bah’s cake. It was time for him to blow them off, not anyone else =_=”
IwanTan and FaizPoser managed to head to the pool for what seemed like a swimming date.
And here’s just a shot to show you how much I like Jack and that I know I can be bimbo sometimes,
SO I DON’T NEED TELLING 
I’ve actually created a new blog. But I’d be blogging here until I’ve settled at the new platform.
I haven’t been writing much. I don’t know what’s really up because what I know is when I’m faced with too much, I’d write or draft. But neither for a whole week. I guess I’m really just trying to hide it even from myself. But everything’s fine now. Even if it isn’t, I’m adapting to the change because things are only fine when I make them be.
Today started off with a surprise party plan. And then there was a storm. So movie and a dinner. Watched Yasmin Ahmad’s latest film Talent Time. The movie started off with good humor and simply portrayed the characters in just short scenes. And then there was love, which was touching. The character of this boy having a mum in her final stages of cancer was played greatly. We all cried and honestly, it was a great movie which leaves you thinking. For me somehow, it didn’t leave me thinking of the ending or whatever but just really the things I haven’t really been appreciating in life. It was sweet, touching and I’d say it levels to par with Hollywood movies, maybe even better because of how real it was. Good movie, well-written script, acting was great by some and okay by the minors. But the good ones totally covered up for the okays.
Dinner at Chilli’s. Pigged out so terribly. Everyone there had a huge portion to share but we had one each. I’m so full, even now, that I’m amazed of how I could actually think and write this.
Photos on new blog. Just because it’s cuter than wordpress. And it links my Tweets too! Gahahaha.
Dahla, supersleepy. Gotta update tumblr now.
Happy 18th Faiqa. Hope you had a good one.
Ciaoo
I am in love with ;
1. Diner Dash 3, Flo On The Go. Am at Level 30. Stuck there for a moment. 10 more levels!
2. Skins, or precisely, Cook. But the season finale’s up within the week ):
3. Sleeping. I don’t need a reason, nor a photo as an explanation for this.
I’ve decided to stop blogging excessively now. Nothing has been up. I’m trying to not at all live in my past because usually by now I’d have a new link for the new start. But I’ll only be doing that when college starts or never at all. So a hiatus is just what I need from the online world
Stumbled upon this Cooking Academy in Hartamas and probably going to check out that place sometime next month. The people don’t look too ‘fun’ under the online gallery but who cares la kan? I’d probably blend in well there anyways, hahaha! And the workshops are super cool so if anyone of you who reads likes to cook and could accompany me to any of the workshops, it’s RM 100-120 per class, and a class is about 3-4 hours long. I’d love the company, seriously. Doubt this gets feedback though ngehh.
I had a dream that I was Flo last night. As in Flo in the game I’m hooked on, the waitress. Now that’s how overdosed I am with the game. 20 levels in a day is a little too much since there are only 40. I dreamt of serving customers’ food! Jeez. And rolling thunders from outside somehow slipped into my mind as Franz Ferdinand’s Ullyses.
Have got driving class tomorrow. Tak suka laa!
Till then. Will blog about PD before the thought drifts off.
Port Dickson with the cousins was great. I’ve still got sand in my hair and I’m off to bed soon. Everything else has been monotonous as such as how I’d tremendously hate. I go off to bed for a sleep more often than I take a bath, and I sleep most of the time during the day. Skins 3 is ending with it’s final episode soon enough and by then, I’d be even be less occupied.
This is Cook and I could write a whole long essay about him. Vivien would get it, I think I’ve already said too much.
Point is, I like Cook. He’s cute and pointless.
Till soon enough loves.
The only fuckin’ thing is,
I’d have to be fixing this myself.
Driving class today was hilarious. I came an hour late for starters, and Cikgu decided it’s time for me to drive on the road.
The car frickin’ died at the traffic light and I laughed my ass off. Cikgu did too and told me to not feel intimidated to go quick when I see others so fast, I should just take it slow and keep it coooo’. So I did.
I banged my head on the window pretty hard while checking if the tyres were settled nicely on the white line. Laughed my ass off again. Nearly hit a car on the road while we were just 5 metres away from the driving centre. The car in front of me was driven by a student and she didn’t accelerate at all but kept braking her way through the road so I had to just brake, brake, brake and out of a sudden she stopped while we were turning into the junction. I think my face was priceless because my Cikgu laughed and told me to chill, -_-”.
I checked out a guy that if my friends saw would probably kill me to get me back on track. A leather jacket, ray-ban aviators, torn jeans, leather court shoes, hair full of gel and all swiped back. And throw in a ring into the picture and a sling bag as well. Seriously, he was good looking. I’d kill his dressing sense but he had the looks.
Speaking of killing something, I did that to my stomach. Had Tom Yam for lunch and unexpectedly, I got anpeptic ulcer attack. It really stings and I can’t really describe it better than saying that it is as if you squeeze lemon juice onto an ulcer in your mouth, just that this happens inside your stomach and when you walk, that bleeding ulcer feels as if it’s being stretched out and torn off.
Slept through the evening, going out now.
Take care loves.
Despite the chaotic scholarship and college applications I’ve been drowning myself into, everything is great.
Dad’s getting me the iPod. And Mum’s having her fair share in this thing too since I’ve decided to get myself a phone which isn’t as lower priced as planned before, but instead get the Supernova 7610.
And I still get to keep more than half of my pay-cheque too!
I’m really overwhelmed since I’ve been having my eye on this since so long ago, well since I fell for the marketing strategies they had themselves in for this model.
And an iPod Touch has also been on my must-have gadget list. Well, must-have but will never-have list, actually. But scratch never, I’m getting it! (: And with 16gb memory too :’)
Having driving class tomorrow. Not looking forward.
Ciao loves, take care.
Thanks to Viv, I’m hooked on this! -_-”
This new layout reminds me of Christmas. Need to change the header.
This blog is dying just as I am very much inside. HAHAH NAAAHH
This whole lonely-bummer thing will last for pretty long. July to be more precise.
I’m starting to forget the people I used to exchange hellos and smiles to during high-school.
It’s not something I wish to succumb myself to.
Ira’s coming over at around 3pm. I’ve yet to even take a shower.
Driving class tomorrow, not looking forward to it. Teacher’s a good driver. It’s intimidating.
The room’s in an utter mess. Must clean up.
Have got to cash in the cheques ASAP. Must also order the iPod Touch as soon.
Heading to PD this weekend for Grandpop’s 80th. My’s not tagging along, uhh.
I miss my cousins, but I doubt the ones my age would be around.
I miss playing cards with them, I need replacement competitors for Rummy. Anyone?
Oh, and anyone wanna come with me to Singapore in April for Oasis?
I never can get enough of this. Probably because Matt Dallas is hot and so is Katy Perry. Very.
Ciaofolks.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
I tag whoever.
1.What have you been doing recently?
browsing, youtube-ing, chatting, bumming, eating, sleeping, thinking, shopping.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
yes
3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
i was asleep
4. When did you last cry?
i don’t remember at all. it has been very very long :S
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
a little less now.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
a scholarship to the UK! (:
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither. but i sometimes have a hat/cap in my handbag.
8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my flower pillow and my crabb!
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
boxers
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox says?
Dad telling me I did well for SPM and not to worry at all.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
sensitive q.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Night At The Museum on frikkin bluray.
14. What are you proud of?
I am not shallow and I handle situations better now.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Something from the past. My phone’s off now.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Put your records on
17. Do you have any nicknames?
a few.
18. What does your last received message say?
my phone’s off. i think my sister texted me early today.
*where’s 19 and 20? :S *i don’t know vivien.
21. Who gives you best advice?
google and forums, seriously.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yuccckk no.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
ira i think.
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
not really
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Vivien
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
phone’s off -_-
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yess
29. Who annoys you the most in person?
everyone’s on the safe level
30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
oui, or not. okay i DONT know.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no, i’m really really clean.
32. What is the colour of your room?
pink
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
not really, i couldn’t live with the post-paranoia, i might end up killing myself later hahah.
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
sometimes
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
myself
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
atoy, vivien, steph or arisha.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
heh?
38. Do you have a life?
yes but since i’m answering this long thing, i doubt you’d believe me.
39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt die?
yes
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
just one, or two.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
don’t remember.
42. Last time you smiled?
right now.
43. Have you changed this year?
yes
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing
45. Are you talking to someone when you’re doing this?
yes
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
ngeh, opened lah!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
sometimes, you have to put yourself into the shoes of someone else to really get the situation.
48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
have someone i cannot have? you mean want? yes.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yes
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
last week, i had one. and i was right.
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
online
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
nextt
53. What song best decribed your love life?
john mayer or pete should have the honours.
54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
-
55. Who always make you laugh?
many many people
56. Do you speak other language other than english?
yes
57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook, twitter, wordpress, tryjm, google, youtube
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
scholarship applications
.60. Who do you think you are like?
like ME !
61. Who will you choose to die with?
no one i love.
62. Where have you been today?
no where! ):
63. What game do you play often?
nothing
64. Who are you missing right now?
alot of people
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
it really depends. sorry.
66. What are you doing right now?
this, chatting too.
67. Which primary school are you from?
SK Seafield
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
white, black, gray, red, yellow.
69. What emoticon you like to show?
-_-”
70. What is your life to you?
my tiny little project (:
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to someone
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
dan
73. Who do you admire most?
john pete.
74. Which month are you born in?
september
75. How are you feeling right now?
lost
76. What’s the time now?
1.04 AM
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
crazy funny
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
copper red blonde
79. Why are you doing this?
bored
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
i frown and do not speak
81. At which age you wish to get married?
25-28. I really don’t mind.
82. Who is more important to you?
my father, mother, sister, brother.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
regret for not getting closer to God
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Tiya, Ira, Najwa, Keer, Dan, my brother, my sister.
85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
yes duhhh
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be content for the rest of my life
87. What is your goal for this year?
to enroll into a good college/uni
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
not yet
89. What feeling do you love most?
content, loved.
90. Do you really think its global warming now?
Yes
91. What feeling do you hate most?
lost, empty, hatred without reason
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not every single. i’m being honest.
93.Do you believe in God?
yes
94. Who cares for you most?
family and friends
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life
staying happy and making others as well
96. What will you bring when you fight?
protection, i’m terrible with physical fights. and protection doesn’t frikkin mean a condom hahahaha.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
taking things for granted
98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
lonely ?
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
let’s not talk about it
100. How do you feel now?
bored
