Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin.

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Would like to take this once a year opportunity to ask for forgiveness in any wrong or harm I’ve done to every one of you (Muslim or not, we’re not much different when it comes to sinning), especially with my ‘in-your-face’ attitude. I know this ritual should not only be done during Raya but just since it is;

Sorry for anything bad taken into the heart and just any form of offences I’ve made, I honestly never meant any form of it.

I’ll be leaving for Johor soon and will be there till the 2nd or 3rd. Hope everyone have themselves a great Raya or a great holidays since us 17 year olds are obviously in dire need of a break.

Till then, have a safe journey balik kampung ♥♥

Drain Me Out

Okay, I managed to get myself new pair of jeans and new tops (which btw is said to be boyish, Tutt! Just because I don’t like ribbons and frills, Ma -_-”) and a kurung. My 2 traditional clothes are both, Purple! Yes, exactly. Purple? Whatf. But since my favourite colour is gray, I just had to give in to Mum who claims gray would so not represent Raya mode. And it was red or purple. And I had Red last year.

Dinner yesterday was good. I miss that old place a lot. It’s still old. Well, old things can never get younger. Old but good. Hahahah! Don’t be sick.

So today we went to my Grandma’s place in KL. Headed to the food bazaar, after I had a short nap in the car through the journey. I sleep too much these days. So yeah, nothing happened.

Life is still as it is. Very, stationary ?

Oh Well.

The Annoying Post.

John Mayer’s webstore’s updated with his tour merchandises. I really want to get my hand on one, but I’m also telling myself that I should not start getting things online again. Plus, they don’t do paypal so I’d have to get my Mum or Dad to deal with the payments. And I don’t want to go through the whole “Can I get a John Mayer Tshirt for around 300 ringgit, please?” process. Not right now. It’s been long since I’ve behaved like a brat and I’d rather keep it that way. (I swear this is funny, just 2 hours back, I had decided to actually get that Tshirt, and then I slept and after a 2 hour long nap, I came up with a whole realisation thing. Heh) Have a look at the things his selling off from the tour btw, so pretty. So jealous. So sad. How come there’s too much hassle to be gone through for orders in Malaysia? A faxed letter of authorisation plus photocopies of the credit card? All thanks to previous fraudalant cases made by citizens of ehem, home.

Enough about that, Add Math 1 and 2 wasn’t something I was very fond of. During the first paper, things weren’t too bad. But while doing the 2nd paper, my mind got a little tensed and I started to have the whole “Can I not do this now?” feeling coming about. And then I started humming to John Mayer and making plans on what to do once I reach home. And I started having John Mayer playing live in my head. And my eraser rolled down the floor, too far away for me to reach that I had to actually walk towards it. And to keep words less, I basically was acting all restless and was feeling bored. Ugh, the disorder thing is like getting, wayy out of hand. Okay shut up.

Let’s talk about something else. Tomorrow’s the last day of trials. I’ll be having Biology 3 and Sejarah 1. Sejarah, doesn’t blend well with Science. I mean, way way way back then when I didn’t have the whole Chemistry, Biology, Physics thing in my syllabus, I used to think studying Sejarah wasn’t too bad and I didn’t do quite bad. But, now Sejarah is such a horrid subject, it’s classified under the same tree as Add Math. How annoying is that, I mean, History’s supposed to be fun. But it get’s a little political sometimes when you study History and I don’t like getting political. It causes division. And I don’t like division amongst people. And no, I’m not a preacher or trying to be one now, I’m just a little er, opinionated since I just woke up from sleep moments ago.

Anyways, I’ve already a list of things to do after Trials till Raya and I’m soo excited (okay, annoying):-

Friday Evening, er tomorrow : MidValley with Mama!

Saturday: Tuition in the morning, Baju kurung shopping in the afternoon, Colliseum, KL for dinner!

Sunday: The dentist, and a long nap on the bed. Or maybe, buka puasa with friends!

Monday: Tuition, maybe. And buka puasa with friends or another tuition. And leave for Johor that night.

And once I’m in Johor, my things-to-do list would probably be filled with trips to every DVD stall around.

Okay, now I wanna go take a bath.

And then I think I’m gonna read a little of Biology. And then sleep.

I think I wanna get married to John Mayer.

And I wanna be the Sleeping Beauty once that mission is accomplished.

And don’t define sleep in the other manner. That’s disguistingggg.

Hmm (:

Clueless for The First.

Yes Sha, I know I blog too much even during the examination period. But I can’t help it.

It’s a form of de-stress. Okay, so I have AddMath tomorrow and to be honest, I have yet to study. I had glasses of coffee just so I’d stay awake but not to study, just to stare, listen to John Mayer, browse through flickr, ponder around, and just think. I really like thinking, I’m not a bum who lazes around, but I’m just extremely restless. Especially when I’m stressed out. Let’s not even talk about being stressed out.

Just 2 more days, and I’m already getting sick of this and starting to not even care. How horrible can the heart get? And Kira by heart, I mean feelings and the inner-self, not heart as in loveee. Hahahah

I Should’ve Stuck to That Opinion.

Just Add Math, Biology 3 and Sejarah 1. And then it’s over

Okay wait, it’s not JUST Add Math.

Uhh, numbers are friends. Numbers are love. John Mayer has numbers written all over him.

Not much help..

So That’s How It Stings.

Why must the weather be so dehydrating? Why must people be so confusing sometimes? Why must we stick to principles? Why must I question life so much? Why do we have to please people? Why can’t people not take things to the heart; they won’t get hurt that way. Why do people have to put in hope onto others, can’t they put it just onto themselves?

Unh, my eyes hurt. Panas sangat! And I really want to sleep right now, but it’s too early and I’d only end up feeling lethargic tomorrow. Umm. And now I have an allergic reaction thanks to the seafood I just had for dinner! And the only medication that I could take would totally dehydrate me. UHH. I’m sleeping now. Gah.

Get Better, Duf.

I’m at Keer’s place now because of tuition we’ll be having soon. After I get a nap, please. It’s becoming a routine of mine to sleep till 4.10, have a bath and rush to tuition with Keer.

Accounts 1 just now wasn’t too good. I hate Accounts tremendously after the whole ‘blank’ moment I experienced while sitting for Paper 2 of it. I hate it more than Chemistry, than Biology, I hate it more than anything. Pretty equivalent to Add Math? Okay, no, more of like the amount of hate I have towards. . Okay Ive got nothing now. Chemistry 3 wasn’t bad. So was Physics 3. It annoys me though how I spend 10 minutes trying to draw a table, making sure that the lines are straight and smooth, and then the ink smudges. And everything’s ruined. Uhh.

Raya is coming sooner than it feels. I still have yet to get myself anything traditional to wear, and I hope Saturday will be a good day without me having to be so fussy and having to annoy my mother too much. Dad has got a 30D Canon now with 3 new lenses, good enough for me to shoot the hair in your nostrils from a distance. Like, seriously. Hahahahahah Can’t wait for Raya. Can’t wait to go back to Johor. Can’t wait for a change in this routine I’ve been living for nearly a month now.

Ah well, till then. Have got Math 1 & 2 tomorrow.

Ciaoo ♥♥

I Should Have Better Things to Think Of.

UNHH ):

Could things just get any worse? Why now?

Random

I know I’m not that dumb but sometimes you just can’t help it. My sister and brother were conversing on their plans to watch football tonight. I was, as usual, out of the conversation since I had no idea on how to engage myself into it. But then I got so excited thinking “Greatt! Now all the guys in school wouldn’t be studying for tomorrow, so I wouldn’t be the only one!”, and then I realised that I actually go to an all-girls school.

This sucks. Why aren’t girls as lazy as men? But most importantly, why am I as lazy as a man and not so organised like a girl? :S

And no, I’m not a sexist saying such things about men. I wanted to be a boy when I was 10 thinking it’d be way cooler than having to be a girl; with so many principles to stick to.

But I like being a girl now. Cooking is fun. Sports and D.I.Y are boring stuff

Plus, being a girl, I could actually get away for talking like this.