I’m Alruigght

Do you know how sometimes practically nothing happens in your current life and being so, you don’t remember the last time you felt frustrated over something and cried about it; up to the point when you start tearing looking at joys and frustrations of others? Ooookay, maybe you don’t.

You should laugh at this, and noo, I’m not a loser. No, seriously. But it is worrying. Okay, thing is, I’m starting slightly tear when I watch. . ..hold your breaths,. . American Idol! Yeah, what-the-hell? I don’t knowww, I guess looking at how happy or crushed people are, it’s actually, er, touching? Shushhh. This is my blog and heck yea this is a memorable thing. Maybe few years from now I could tell my children a thing or two when we’re watching American Idol. Okay what the eff? Few years from now? HAHAHA I had ribena and if you know me well, ribena has this weird effect on me. It’s like crack.

One month plus to go till I obtain my SPM results. Afraid? Heck yes. I’ve been counting fingers on how many As I could score while having a shower! Being an extreme idealist, I had to go through a lot with so many people in order to just pick the right course for college.

I’m insanely illogical and irrational when comes to making decisions, I trust my inner guts more than anything. And honestly, I don’t want a change to this. I like trusting my instincts, it’s not a very secure way to things but at least one thing’s for sure, I’m happy with it and no regrets what so ever

So after much much research and twists and turns, I’ve decided to head for an Economics degree! The other option was culinary arts because I simply like cooking but this could remain as a hobby and could be explored in my past time, besides that I also wanted Journalism at one point because I like reading spread by freelance writers and I think freelancing suits me really really well but I also had a feeling that luck most of the time is not by my side, lol, and then came teaching, this, I’ve always wanted to become since I was so young, but I know too well that I don’t have the character to be idolised by, I honestly think I’m not capable to be a person whom a kid looks up to so well And engineering! This was my ‘cita-cita’ since young due to how both my parents are engineers. I tremendously hate calculus, so need I say more? At one point of time, I also wanted to do hotel management because of how prim and proper everything looked. But I got bashed so badly by Dan for telling him how excited I was to get in that field, hahaha. And law. Well, I’ve NEVER had that in my mind. But everyone I know thinks I am game for it. My private tutor, my relatives, my parents, my friends, and most teachers I know would assume that I’d want to be a lawyer. Truthfully, I extremely hate getting into heated arguments and debates. I might seem to be as a very opinionated person who speaks right into a person’s face but honestly, I speak only to set record straights and to correct the assumptions people make, and not forgetting immaturity, that’s probably what I’m allergic to.

So yeay, hehehe! My eyes are slightly stinging, I’ve just watched American Idol, hahaha! Gotta rise early tomorrow, have got a driving course and heading out for a movie.

Never out of lovee♥, Amal

Cutee as hell uh?

Wish me luck ? I need for, hmm, I don’t know really when

Break For Real.

Happy belated Chinese New Year

Xin Nian Quai Le!

(I stole it off the Gong Xi Fatt Choi song; the last time I had Mandarin or Cantonese lessons was back in school during class with Steph, so shushhhhh )

Now someone take me out for yee-sangg! Pleaseeeeeeeee

Okay, Bali photos:-

On our way there;

We checked into our rooms at Hard Rock, and I liked the hotel a lot.

Hotel photos later.

After we checked in, we walked at the Kuta street and browsed the shops available. Had lunch at a local restaurant called Dulang. I had myself rice with basil beef. Aiman had a burger and boy was it goooooood! Aiman had a swim at the hotel’s pool. Hard Rock Bali probably has the nicest swimming pool around. Instead of having tiles for you to walk on, the instead have sands from the beach. So it feels like you’re walking by the beach and it’s just so warm. They’ve also got a volleyball spot, cabanas around the area for rental, water polo and the swimming pool was bigger than my school’s field. It was just huuuuuuuuge. All these photos are taken at different locations. I could never get the whole place into view. There was a pool facing the Hard Rock Cafe, a pool with a dunk for basketball or whatever you call it when in water, a pool for just swimming around with fountains, another pool with fountains, a pool with 2 slides, a hugeee pool surrounded with cabanas and another pool where the beer shack was at.

After hanging out by the pool, we headed to the beach.

By night, we headed to the streets of Kuta again where some of them shopped a little. There were Macbeth retailers around and the price varied slightly of about 70 bucks. But they were all old ranges so I skipped. Mooks there is a lot cheaper too.

Had Pizza Hut for dinner and watched Vacancy in the room before dosing off.

Woke up early and had breakfast at the hotel. Breakfast everyday there was like pig out session for me. I ate sooo much! From an omelette to sausages to salad to pasta. The only thing I skipped were the pork strips and baked beans. I hate beans. lol. And having pork is just out of topic, the sausages probably had some parts of it in it, but the idea of having pork barely itself triggered me as something that would never happen.

Our tour guide arrived and drove us to somewhere so far away. Random locals knocked into the car windows trying to sell us newspapers. But funny thing is, they tried selling us Chinese Newspapers. And only one guy managed to recognise us as Malaysian and tried selling us the Straits Times.

We had lunch at somewhere so horrid. It was a halal restaurant that sold the worse food I had ever eaten. Canteen food is 10 times better! It wasn’t cheap too! We had it on top of the hill, facing an active volcano which last erupted in 2002. Cool kan? But it was too foggy for a photo.

We then headed to a temple after going to Ubud Market where I got myself 2 new pendants, one of which is a luck charm for my chain. The price of the things there were pretty high but they get you to bargain until like 80% off, and they’d never ever say no to the price you mention. All you gotta do is walk away when they say no, count till 5, and they’ll definitely call you back. I got my pendants for 15 ringgit each. She initially wanted to sell it to me for 40 ringgit and 60 ringgit. I managed to get both for the price of not even one. Ngeh.

The prayers were conducted in a cave. I found it to be fascinating. Flickr hates me a little now, so just one photo from the temple now.

We had dinner at Jimbaran and it was seafood. The food was pretty good but can never beat Malaysia’s. The total cost of our meal was around 400 ringgit which is not worth it at all because we had nearly half what we usually order in Malaysia. And in Malaysia, such a meal would probably cost just 120 ringgit. But the place was pretty. We had dinner by the sea side facing the sun set. That place has got the best sunset around but it just rained so the clouds didn’t give way to my sun

More photos later, here’s one. We had ‘Jagung Panggang’ by the sea there

The next day, I got up and bunked at the hotel. Breakfast that day was by far the best, I had myself bread pudding, salad, and the variation of food was way better. I managed to not have any sausages or any form of meat that morning since it wasn’t necessary kan? The potato salad was good and I had the vegan omelette that morning.

Walked to Kuta street again and well, I pretty much stayed in the hotel and watched Simpsons and How I Met Your Mother. By afternoon, our other tour guide comes around and this time he takes us for Nasi Padang. Food was good. And I saw a hot guy going into the praying room to pray. Heh.

We headed to a Turtle Sanctuary and went on a glass-bottomed boat. It was nice and cool.

I didn’t touch a single animal though. Was too icky for me. Hehehe, so I just took photos.

We then headed to see the Kecak dance. It was soooo cooool. And there were a whole crowd of people there. The route to the place had such a beautiful view. Photos of the view a little later. Not too sure if I took any.

We had our dinner at KFC. And then we went around to shop at Kuta again. Aiman bought himself a wallet and a water tumbler. lol. I got myself, yes, you guessed right, nothing!

Woke up next morning and had breakfast at the hotel. This time, there weren’t much choices for eatable ones (you get what I mean), so I didn’t go vegan but had sausages and pastramis with salads. You know, it is a little tough once you start staring at your plate, even with the fact that I don’t really mind, having to stare down at my plate of sausage coated with pig casings was a slightly disturbing thing. Heh la Mal. Anyways, this was at the hotel.

Aiman and Ma headed to the gym while I bunked in the hotel to watch more tv. We then headed to Poppy’s street and Legian and Aiman got himself 2 tshirts both sold at a ridiculous price of Rm 40 each, I mean, they were just tshirts with Bali written on it ok? We got conned lah, no kid. I got myself a Happy Tree Friends shirt form Rm 15. Thank God they accepted credit cards, we were broke!

They do this really often now. You’d see this everywhere by the roads of Bali.

We headed back to the hotel and watched Nacho Libre. Then we went to see Ma and Abah at Dulang for lunch where I had Nasi Goreng. Amni, Ma and Abah headed to the spa while Aiman and I went to the beach.

There was this coral, which got stuck a little on my baby toe. I was walking and I felt something stuck on my toe, looked down and there it was, pushed it away with my other foot and it rolled down. The bottom surface of it had small tiny hole on it and those hole were slightly sucking onto my toe. Eeeewwwww. I am disguisted even now, that’s why I’m telling this. But I don’t think it was anything alive lah, I honestly think it was just a stone and the holes caused pressure. Physics

We headed back and watched cartoons, soon after we packed and left for the airport. Had dinner at the airport and the food was gooood. Flight was delayed for 30 minutes. Ayadi took us back home from the airport.

Btw, the steward during our flight back was hot. Like tremendous hot. But dumb. Heh.

This Isn’t Going To Get Any Easier.

Going to Bali had taught me a few lessons. This also includes lessons I’ve learned upon returning home.

Religious people (extremists not taken into account) are ALWAYS nice people. 90% of the citizen there are Hindus and they’re extremely obedient to responsibilities towards their Gods. Most of them are nice people and I don’t doubt their intentions at all. I’m not too sure if this statement puts me out of the ‘nice’ category. But I want to be better now.

I am extremely naive and could be in consideration of a bimbo. Reason? I’m the kind of person who believes in the possibility of ‘world peace’. And the life where no one chases over money but goes for happiness. Okay bimbo isn’t very nice. I’d prefer being a hippie minus the cracks.

I’ve learned of my family. My grandpa’s father was Indonesian and his mum was Siamese. My grandma’s mommy was a Chinese raised by Malays. My other grandmother and grandpa are both Arabic. I think there’s Burmese somewhere too. Well, I’m not too sure where the keturunan ‘Melayu’ comes into place but all of my family members migrated to Malaya in the good old days so yeah! We’re all Malaysian bred and all Muslims! Well, except Tok Cik, he’s English and is an Atheist, but I love him just as much. I like how average we all are. How typical everyone is and how we all think alike. Most importantly, how we totally accept each other and how opinionated everyone is (sometimes, this gets a little annoying) ♥

I got home and Najwa gave me a ring a day after telling me that it’s a little hectic since I’m not around. I pretty much left without notifying anyone. And Dan and Abe both asked Ira why I was missing and finding out that I was away in Bali, they ended up annoying Ira with endless stories of the myseries and crisises they were in. And Ira felt mighty bugged so I laughed my ass off as she complained to me in the morning today. So yeah, them two dudes both don’t read my blogs so I get to say this -Dan is annoying me too much, it’s time to pass the duty of listening him out to Ira. Bahahahah! Kidding kidding

I could never fall out of love like with stars. Like honestly. I strained my eyes looking out the window. I hate how polluted our country is. We’re missing out on something way more beautiful than John Mayer. Hahaha. If given a choice of having a John Mayer who stands still in front of me everyday and the chance to see stars with no polluted dust blocking my view every night, I pick the stars. But only over a stand-still John. A singing John is too hard to decline

I am over all of it nearly entirely but I don’t really wanna be, so I pretty much keep going back. I don’t really need a reason for it, being completely bummed up would be the apparent explanation. I’m not gonna curse this out. God, please get me out of this. Literally, I’m just incapable. I don’t like coincidences You know, this is getting too much out of hand, I’m starting to actually laugh =_=” Ookay not funneeey.

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I’m dying for a movie. So Saturday anyone? I know I’ve been in ‘hide out’ for far too long and probably the last time I agreed to a movie was 2 weeks back or slightly more and it wasn’t even a planned thing. But I just need a good movie and let’s not forget how many hang-outs I’ve skipped with stupid reasons that I can’t even come up with right now, so I pretty much owe so many people this. I know how ‘friendship’ and friends really mean to some of you guys. I’m not going to say I’ve grown out of the whole ‘friends-forever’ thing, I still believe in it, just not so much into. Honestly, this isn’t coming out of me by a hundred percent of sincerity but I’m just really sorry that I’m not very much interested in going back to how everything was.

In every yearbook note I had written to my friends, I’d write

‘No matter how much I change, I’d still be the same me inside. I probably would be too egoistic to give you a ring but just say hello sometimes and well, I’m always on Facebook ‘

in one way or another. I do really mean it. But always know no matter what, I’d have your backs all the time, even if I disappear like I usually do. And I’d like to know you’ve got mine too. As weird as this may sound, the only kind of friendship I tend to really hold on to for long are the ones that are monotonous, of which I don’t know if I could really consider them as my friends. I’d hold on to that, but only until the whole thing is interpreted.
Sometimes I am just too sure of how undeserving I am towards all the friends I’ve got. I don’t ask for much, I only want what I need right now. But having to only succumb to the things you need and set aside you don’t, that’s just selfish. And so, I’m sorry.

So yes, Saturdays for movies and Monday at school to help out the juniors with sports practice. I miss wearing track bottoms! lol. Well, not really.

If I really stop regretting about the past and the mistakes I had made, life is really good right now

UHH, I reallyreallyreally need myself a journal now!

Oh and you know sometimes you’d get questions like ‘If you had a chance to go back to the past and change something, would you?’, well, I’ve always answered a no to that but now, TRIPLE yes! Now is this a happy or a not so statement? Think smarty.

Not Very Back

My eyes sting so much right now and I’m not too sure why I’m facing the monitor when I should be sleeping. My eyes are strained out due to staring out the window for too long looking at the sky. Tengg.

Just got home half an hour back. Will blog later. Or maybe not.

I don’t really wanna be back at this state.

Maybe an alien abduction wouldn’t be too bad.

I take that back.

You Can Put The Past Away.

I passed my Driving theory test! Hehe, lucky I didn’t skip the test today. Despite the annoying mouse of the Pc and so many questions only popping out after I refresh the page like, 10 times, I passed. And the photo we had to took for our L license was soo horrible. I didn’t see how it was but I just woke up, had wet hair, and yeah .

Woke up at 6 to study a little and then watched Simpsons. Took a pretty long bath, wore anything that was alright and headed to SDC. Both our (Ira & I) cards were with the lady in the office who wasn’t in yet to we missed our transport there. Wth huh? But then we managed to hitch a ride there thanks to one of the instructors who was the cikgu who gave us the 5 hour explaining course. Reached there and waited. After around 2 hours, we both decided to head for mamak since the guy said there’s still a long way to go. Made friends with this 20 year old guy who was in his 3rd time of going through the test after failing twice. I had myself tosai bawang and no way am I gonna be having it anymore in the future. Headed back to that place and waited some time, and then it was our turn.

I checked my thing like 3 times, but funny things is, the first stage was the test for our eyesight and I didn’t LULUS that part. Which was funny as hell because it wasn’t even counted in our 50 marks. It’s just a procedure to make sure we could see well. I got scared shit because if I had failed that first procedure, there goes my chance in sitting for the test. Managed to pass through the Ujian Penglihatan and then proceeded to the 50 questions. I wasn’t too lucky since I had like 5 questions on intersections and which car should be given priority to go first etc etc. Checked that thing like 3 times and wanted to do it the last time and ciao, and then I realised I was wrong on a question which was looking for a false statement but of which I had chosen the right statement instead. Haha, so I checked it again and went out just 9 minutes early. Was doing it for pretty darn long mann.

Got the results printed and I thought I had failed because I was actually looking at 48/50, whtf? And I got a 43/50 which was just cukup makan since the min. requirement was a 42/50. Waited for Ira who got mighty unlucky since she was seated next to an Indonesian who was asking her how do you proceed to the next question, how do you end the session, how do you re-check your answers. He was doing it so bloody often! Kesian Ira. Got a phone call from Haagen-Dazs asking us to go there to fill out forms and arrange for an appointment.

We then headed to KFC and waited for Ira’s Mum. Went to Bangsar Village II and as soon as we were done, got back to Ira’s place where my Dad was already waiting. Had lunch at home, went online, and slept off. Woke up at around 7.

And here I am.

We’re leaving for Bali tomorrow morning, so I need to pack the bags pretty soon.

Lovelove, take care x.

p.s the Clash Magazine that I want is actually sold at Kinokuniya and Times! So yeay, I love you Pete, hehehehe

JobChop.

Headed out from home at around 11am and just took a bath upon returning home.

Tiring as hell. We headed to Midvalley, Gardens, Midvalley, BSC, Bangsar Village II, Bangsar Village I, Bangsar Village II, Klcc. And upon walking myself to Aquaria happily I got myself a phone call saying that my Undang test is tomorrow and when I asked if it could be postponed, the lady started sulking and going “Alaaa, tak bolehhh, macam mana? Macam mana?” like a 5 year old only that she’s not and so , it’s not cute. On the way back to Klcc we started flipping our KPP book and a random guy started telling us that it’s easy. Driving tests are things that a majority of people had themselves in for so bringing around the KPP book sure did trigger random conversations amongst people around. Not to forget how some would Ira got herself a crispy wrap from the same place yesterday but our ‘friend’ wasn’t there. Too bad, lol.

Headed to the food court and while getting myself a kebab, I saw this stylish dude getting himself a cup of tea. And, he walked back to a table of which he was sitting alone at while studying with calculators and stuf. We were seated behind his table and he faced the glass wall. An arts student apparently since Ira sw that he was designing something. Worse part is, I really thought he was cute but I didn’t really checked him out much, Tiya did it so obviously, trying to get a glimpse of his face. And as we wanted to ciao from there, we realised that he could actually see our reflections on the glass wall.

Ngeh. Anyways, we managed to find empty (or half empty) slots only at British India, Guess, Haagen-Dazs, Borders, GSC and this hair salon. The hair salon is by far the best place to work at. Plus the owner (who seems a little garang) is freaking hot and stylish. But doubt either one of us would be able to work at the front desk there, I mean he initially told us that working till June is a little too short and he’s looking for someone willing to work longer but I really like hair salons so I started going ‘Alaaa, June’s not too soon, it’s pretty longg apaa’. And we got ourselves the forms to fill but that’s just how far it goes I guess.

Got back home and was so tired. Started reading up for my Undang at around 11pm.

Slept off at 12.30.

miss you jack ass!

So Much To Clear.

You cut me deep bitch,

Everything’s repeating itself all over, this time, I’m watching the show instead of starring in it. And I’m not having myself a grand time! Okay maybe I really am over the past.

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I woke up at a few minutes past 10 and went online. Had a call from SDC claiming that my attendance for the 5 hour long course wasn’t able to be tracked. Great start. Rang Ira. She got the phone call in the midst of our phone conversation. It was around 10.35 when I took a bath and put on something to wear. By 11, I was calling the cab. So I had my hair still damp, no make-up on me at all and I looked out of place. But whatevs, was running late. Got a cab and headed to Ira’s.

Her mum sent us to SDC to drop our cards and then we headed to Pusat Bandar Damansara to see Najwa & Faiqa. I miss HELP a little since I spent tonnes of my times there when I was in Form 4 due to debate tournaments I had myself in for. We had lunch at Kenny Roger’s and then we talked talked and yeah. They headed back to class around 3 hours later. Ira wanted a bus ride for the sake of an ‘adventure’ so we waited at a bus stop for 5 minutes and realised that place was too packed with cars for buses to even drive through so we crossed the road and asked around. Waited, waited, waited. Saw a bus on the opposite road. Hahaha, and we decided to still wait at the same spot and not give up. Then I noted to Ira that if the way to KL Sentral is heading to our right, then whtf are we doing by the road heading to our left. NGEHH! So we crossed the road and headed to a further bus stop which had more people. Waited, and we gave up to a cab.

Reached Bangsar LRT and headed to KLCC. Went to Kinokuniya. Had a waffle and we spotted this Melayu couple which made us laugh our asses off. They were having just a conversation which seems to be a serious one and the girl was actually playing around with the dude’s beard and it seemed to entertain her.

And then she started circulating her index fingers and drawing imaginary god-knows-what on that guy’s arms and playing with his ears. Sick as hell okay? I mean, get a room, don’t do it in a food court!

But thanks for the comedy show, I laughed my ass off to it and I swear I learned myself a lesson.

We then headed to see Tiya who works at ___. And then Ira and I had this wild idea of going job hunting. And we sure did! We headed to Billabong, Quiksilver, Toys’R'Us, FCUK, Mango, GAP and well, everywhere was full. But Miss Sixty had an empty vacancy they were offering for their Bangsar outlet. Dumb thing is, she made us pick between us on who to apply because she only wanted one. Ira told me to go for it and I’d help her get somewhere to work out in Bangsar. And when I gave my name and number, the list had like 30 people on it. So I really don’t get the point in her not letting both of us apply.

After that we then headed to have a snack and Ira thought the guy cooking our thing was cute. And as the guy was telling a customer next to us how popular the ‘Chicken & Cheese’ flavour is, Ira started to want it. And she also just realised after I had noted her, that she had accidently ordered Cheese & Onion Crisps. Hahahaha so she changed her order to Chicken and Cheese and I tried so hard not to laugh. But I couldn’t hold it in the end. I guess the dude couldn’t really stand how obvious we were about being so serious about choosing flavours so he tried so hard not to laugh and in the end he actually told me to stop laughing because he can’t stand himself from laughing his ass off. And I decided to shut up too because I don’t want his saliva in my Pizza Crisp!

So we had our crisps which that guy said resembled an ‘Apam Balik’ and we also had sushi.

Then we got back home after getting ourselves away from a guy who wanted to sell us perfumes. We were dead broke anyways. Reached the LRT near home and met Mum. Saw the hottest guy on Earth (#2) and he probably is in his mid 20s or slightly older. Heard him speak and boyy was it a sexy accent he had! Definitely not a local. Heading to Bangsar and around there and stuf tomorrow to job hunt with Ira. We’re aimless right now and we’re postponing our Undang2 Driving Test since we’re going around job hunting.

So today was a good day. With a really random plan of going to meet my friends and ending up in Klcc with my ‘baru-bangun’ face. And I managed to get a ride home eventually because Dad’s in Johor and I only found out when I asked him if he could fetch me home since I’ve been out since morning and I don’t feel like getting home at night. Klcc was a little of a bum.

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I like things just how they were and I want no difference to anything. I lost myself a friend and I’d give in to anything to get you back. But that is if you’re really gone for now and not just acting like a jackass. I can’t really tell you or just about anyone what I really want in anything because I don’t quite know myself.

I miss you being the only person trying to make my life better than the good  it already was.

2 down, 1 more to go.

Gimme Mooni.

Okay, I’m not really broke but having to think that I’ve got Sunburst to catch, I really shouldn’t be splurging. I’m hooked onto getting myself a new pair of shoes. But I really don’t think I should get them the same time Najwa & I get Abe his pair of birthday shoes (btw, Abe’s birthday is today ), and I somehow don’t really want to ask my Mum to get me the pair looking at the fact that I’ve actually got the money for it and not only that, also in a way, it is as if getting Abe a pair for his birthday had cut me down on my expenses and so Mommy has to pay for mine. Hahaha, but I guess I’d still get Mum to chip in a little. My brother got himself a pair of Puma shoes and a pair of Nikes in like, a month!

Well there’s always another way though. Being a J-Pop fangirl in the past, I’ve got some items with me that I could actually sell off. I’ve got 20+ magazines, worth around 30bucks each but I’d sell them off half price. 2 or so photobooks which cost me 80 bucks each but I’d give in for 30 bucks maybe. A Limited Edition single and a Limited Edition Album. 2 bags from a Concert Tour which could be worth 50 bucks each. 2 files, or if I look harder 3, which costs 30bucks each. And most importantly, this out of print photobook still complete with it’s plastic container and stuff which costs me 100bucks and I could raise the price as hell since it’s highly demanded by crazy fan-girls and it’s out of print from the company.

So, accumulate them all (I’m not calculating the magazines), I could earn myself close to 500bucks.

Thing is, being a pretty nostalgic person who likes keeping her past, I’m not really keen in selling them off.

Well then again, I could get myself some quick cash and I would definitely make some girl in a corner of the world be the happiest fan on Earth.

Okay, I really don’t know. Money just doesn’t tempt me in selling my past.

-_-”

No Matter What, Bitch ! x.

Hahaha, ask Ira, ask Najwa. You’d get the answer to this post.

I managed to strike out sushi from my ‘What I Want’ list since we had Japanese for dinner I guess tonight was one of those nights that you somehow end up talking to every random stranger around, and by that for me, it also includes a pretty-good looking chinese with reggae hair. But horrible teeth (I just had to add that, lol). Well yet again, my used to be thing of having conversations with 20 year olds have developed to random ones with people reaching their 30s. Whtf man? I really need to learn to shut up and not talk randomly. Dinner was alright and the loo was cool. The walls were mirrors so I could do my hair while, .. yeah! HAHAH Okay, I’m not really in a good mood now, I’m just really typing emotionlessly . . -_-

That’s John the frog, and me!

“Naj, don’t ask why he’s the frog and not me! -_-”

Hahaha! Accidental bitch shot -_-”

Dan’s band The Inggits performed really well (and I don’t compliment him much), the band was great. And Dan didn’t really ruin Coldplay’s Yellow. I mean if they were bad I’d probably curse my life out (Najwa ) at the fact that I had to endure a band which had repeated riffs and well, the whole bloody song was repeated. And a guy who beatboxed for 5 bleeding songs. I don’t even think that’s possibly acceptable. The next band, no comment. I had actually rejected that very band during our BOTB auditions and the whole family supporting them back then were they too.

Dan looks like he’s eating the mic off here HAHA

But,

I got the hottest guy on Earth (well, to me ), sitting beside me.

But yeah, that didn’t quite make things right.

And I have a photo of the old lady (definition of old would be 30. Yes my dear friends, my standards have changed so you guys can stop going around telling people I’d date people who’re 28 -_-”), who hated us just too much during the driving undang-undang course.

I miss so many things right now :S

Bali in 6 days isn’t really a good idea. I’d probably hang by the beach and skip shopping and that would mean my mind would be roaming around someplace else. If it’s somewhere in LA for John Mayer, I wouldn’t mind, hahaha. But back in Malaysia is just UHH. Plus although we’ve got Wifi at the lobby, we’re staying over at Hard Rock’s because I was dumb to pick there instead of someplace else. Now I don’t get to the lobby looking like a slob because it’d be so packed at night with people crowding the bar and stage. Or maybe I could skip my emo crap and spend good quality time with my beloved family. Or pick up a surfer dude. Okay I don’t need that, hahaha!

Just what I need .

It’s Getting Closer Now.

Things I Want :-

1. A trip to Hawaii A trip to California to capture the photos above with someone entertaining whom I don’t know (by entertaining, I don’t mean whores -_-)

2. Brand new shoes. My converse pairs are wearing out and I need nice sneakers for Bali. Plus Najwa & I are getting Abe a pair of Macbeth’s Mascho for his birthday present and so I think I deserve to get myself a pair too

3. A brand new hair colour (and come to think of it, a Paramore concert would be nice too )

4. Tickets to catch John Mayer live (he’s not performing anytime soon but a promise to a ticket would even be perfect!)

5. Fireworks!

6. Sushi. Sushi. Sushi. I don’t remember the last time I had them!

Things I Need :-

1. A new journal. It’s been 17 days since we came into 2009 and I have nothing noted! -_-

2. To learn to figure out the camera completely before heading to Bali so I don’t ened up messing around with it instead of taking photos -_-”.

3. Read up the buku Undang crap and complete my test and start practical practices ASAP.

Okay I just got back from the 5 hour long course on driving and stuff. It was funny as heck. And I didn’t bore myself out at all. Ira was there to accompany me and we talked so much that we got scolded by some old 30 year old -_-”

Jeez, I’m so hungry now. Will blog tomorrow. Heading to watch Dan perform at this cafe along with Najwa, Hana and Ira. Okay, if I get back feeling not tired I’d blog it out.

Ciao.