SPECIAL Mos ♥
17th Birthday, Pantai Hillpark, 13th September 2008
Supercamp, Trolak, 2008
16th Birthday, my place, 2007
Kebu's Zoo &Tugu Negara Trip, KL, 2007
Wednesdays' Movie Bunch, my place, 2007
Debate Tournaments with Keer &Jill, 2007-
Category Archives: Monotonous
I am in love with ;
1. Diner Dash 3, Flo On The Go. Am at Level 30. Stuck there for a moment. 10 more levels!
2. Skins, or precisely, Cook. But the season finale’s up within the week ):
3. Sleeping. I don’t need a reason, nor a photo as an explanation for this.
I’ve decided to stop blogging excessively now. Nothing has been up. I’m trying to not at all live in my past because usually by now I’d have a new link for the new start. But I’ll only be doing that when college starts or never at all. So a hiatus is just what I need from the online world 
Stumbled upon this Cooking Academy in Hartamas and probably going to check out that place sometime next month. The people don’t look too ‘fun’ under the online gallery but who cares la kan? I’d probably blend in well there anyways, hahaha! And the workshops are super cool so if anyone of you who reads likes to cook and could accompany me to any of the workshops, it’s RM 100-120 per class, and a class is about 3-4 hours long. I’d love the company, seriously. Doubt this gets feedback though ngehh.
I had a dream that I was Flo last night. As in Flo in the game I’m hooked on, the waitress. Now that’s how overdosed I am with the game. 20 levels in a day is a little too much since there are only 40. I dreamt of serving customers’ food! Jeez. And rolling thunders from outside somehow slipped into my mind as Franz Ferdinand’s Ullyses.
Have got driving class tomorrow. Tak suka laa!
Till then. Will blog about PD before the thought drifts off.
Port Dickson with the cousins was great. I’ve still got sand in my hair and I’m off to bed soon. Everything else has been monotonous as such as how I’d tremendously hate. I go off to bed for a sleep more often than I take a bath, and I sleep most of the time during the day. Skins 3 is ending with it’s final episode soon enough and by then, I’d be even be less occupied.
This is Cook and I could write a whole long essay about him. Vivien would get it, I think I’ve already said too much.
Point is, I like Cook. He’s cute and pointless.
Till soon enough loves.
This new layout reminds me of Christmas. Need to change the header.
This blog is dying just as I am very much inside. HAHAH NAAAHH 
This whole lonely-bummer thing will last for pretty long. July to be more precise.
I’m starting to forget the people I used to exchange hellos and smiles to during high-school.
It’s not something I wish to succumb myself to.
Ira’s coming over at around 3pm. I’ve yet to even take a shower.
Driving class tomorrow, not looking forward to it. Teacher’s a good driver. It’s intimidating.
The room’s in an utter mess. Must clean up.
Have got to cash in the cheques ASAP. Must also order the iPod Touch as soon.
Heading to PD this weekend for Grandpop’s 80th. My’s not tagging along, uhh.
I miss my cousins, but I doubt the ones my age would be around.
I miss playing cards with them, I need replacement competitors for Rummy. Anyone?
Oh, and anyone wanna come with me to Singapore in April for Oasis?
I never can get enough of this. Probably because Matt Dallas is hot and so is Katy Perry. Very.
Ciaofolks.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
I tag whoever.
1.What have you been doing recently?
browsing, youtube-ing, chatting, bumming, eating, sleeping, thinking, shopping.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
yes
3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
i was asleep
4. When did you last cry?
i don’t remember at all. it has been very very long :S
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
a little less now.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
a scholarship to the UK! (:
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither. but i sometimes have a hat/cap in my handbag.
8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my flower pillow and my crabb!
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
boxers
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox says?
Dad telling me I did well for SPM and not to worry at all.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
sensitive q.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Night At The Museum on frikkin bluray.
14. What are you proud of?
I am not shallow and I handle situations better now.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Something from the past. My phone’s off now.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Put your records on
17. Do you have any nicknames?
a few.
18. What does your last received message say?
my phone’s off. i think my sister texted me early today.
*where’s 19 and 20? :S *i don’t know vivien.
21. Who gives you best advice?
google and forums, seriously.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yuccckk no.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
ira i think.
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
not really
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Vivien
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
phone’s off -_-
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yess
29. Who annoys you the most in person?
everyone’s on the safe level
30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
oui, or not. okay i DONT know.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no, i’m really really clean.
32. What is the colour of your room?
pink
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
not really, i couldn’t live with the post-paranoia, i might end up killing myself later hahah.
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
sometimes
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
myself
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
atoy, vivien, steph or arisha.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
heh?
38. Do you have a life?
yes but since i’m answering this long thing, i doubt you’d believe me.
39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt die?
yes
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
just one, or two.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
don’t remember.
42. Last time you smiled?
right now.
43. Have you changed this year?
yes
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing
45. Are you talking to someone when you’re doing this?
yes
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
ngeh, opened lah!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
sometimes, you have to put yourself into the shoes of someone else to really get the situation.
48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
have someone i cannot have? you mean want? yes.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yes
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
last week, i had one. and i was right.
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
online
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
nextt
53. What song best decribed your love life?
john mayer or pete should have the honours.
54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
-
55. Who always make you laugh?
many many people
56. Do you speak other language other than english?
yes
57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook, twitter, wordpress, tryjm, google, youtube
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
scholarship applications
.60. Who do you think you are like?
like ME !
61. Who will you choose to die with?
no one i love.
62. Where have you been today?
no where! ):
63. What game do you play often?
nothing
64. Who are you missing right now?
alot of people
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
it really depends. sorry.
66. What are you doing right now?
this, chatting too.
67. Which primary school are you from?
SK Seafield
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
white, black, gray, red, yellow.
69. What emoticon you like to show?
-_-”
70. What is your life to you?
my tiny little project (:
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to someone
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
dan
73. Who do you admire most?
john pete.
74. Which month are you born in?
september
75. How are you feeling right now?
lost
76. What’s the time now?
1.04 AM
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
crazy funny
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
copper red blonde
79. Why are you doing this?
bored
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
i frown and do not speak
81. At which age you wish to get married?
25-28. I really don’t mind.
82. Who is more important to you?
my father, mother, sister, brother.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
regret for not getting closer to God
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Tiya, Ira, Najwa, Keer, Dan, my brother, my sister.
85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
yes duhhh
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be content for the rest of my life
87. What is your goal for this year?
to enroll into a good college/uni
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
not yet
89. What feeling do you love most?
content, loved.
90. Do you really think its global warming now?
Yes
91. What feeling do you hate most?
lost, empty, hatred without reason
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not every single. i’m being honest.
93.Do you believe in God?
yes
94. Who cares for you most?
family and friends
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life
staying happy and making others as well
96. What will you bring when you fight?
protection, i’m terrible with physical fights. and protection doesn’t frikkin mean a condom hahahaha.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
taking things for granted
98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
lonely ?
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
let’s not talk about it
100. How do you feel now?
bored
I decided to not tag along to Johor because I didn’t want to leave my bed.
My grandma just got back from Bali and we had a chat on the phone about her trip, resulting in me having to miss an episode of How I Met Your Mother. Dad got back from Johor not too long ago and my grandma got me a pack og Kit-Kats and this thing we Malays get from a wedding, the bunga telur.
Dad’s on the phone with Tok Cik now I bet. Tok Cik wouldn’t be too glad with my results since I’m not really on my way to the UK right now. He’s probably flying down in April.
I’m not in the right mood.
Ciao.
Results. .
out in approximately one hour.
I’m scaredd. I woke up by accident and now I can’t sleep back. Chatted with Fahmi on facebook for a while and then here I am after failing to sleep for the 2nd time.
I’ve noted most friends to not ask what I’ve obtained unless an obvious glow is present on my face. Told them to read here since this is where I’d probably curse/laugh/cry/thank.
God bless us.
I’m feeling ultimately lost right now. I don’t want to sleep. I don’t want to rise. I just got my very first pay-cheque today and I miss the people at Bangsar upon returning them.
‘haa, kau tolong mak lipat baju mehh!’
‘ha? hahaha, lepas tu letak plus dekat cheque tu ehh 
‘
Mak btw is the she-male worker there. That’s what most of them call him and after some time there, that’s what he refers himself to when talking to us too! Sayangggg semua oranggg! (:
Watched a little of Watchmen with Ira and the flow was pretty slow, it was a well written movie, but not something to be expected from a superhero sort of movie. Too much talk, too little action. Headed to Muhibbah with Najwa, Hana, Ira, Faiqa anddddddd Atoy who’s back from NS! With tanned skin, not fully though, an inch from both her face sides is still fair, hahahahah! She was in her NS uniform and boots in OU. Kira fetched us halfway and we headed to Atoy’s.
Dinner was good. Kira sent me home and I got myself the longest shower, or as I had jokingly told Steph, I tried drowning myself but failed, hahahah. After soaking myself for long, and having my eyes turn red because of the water, I stoned.
And here I am. I’m really feeling lost and out of my mind.
What comes, must come. I have to be strong in taking anything. I really really just don’t wish to disappoint anyone, my parents, my teachers, my grand parents and everyone else. I want time smiling ear to ear knowing what my results turned out as.
Gotta text Ra now, need someone to ring me to wake up because I bet I’d be too darn scared to even wake myself up. I won’t be surprised if I end up sleeping or crying, I won’t be amazed if I’d chicken out.
Wish me luck loves.
Amal Zulkifar,
There are times in life when things just happen for a reason, and only when you’re lucky, you are aware of the reason which hids beneath it. There are times when you have to let yourself into a situation, even if that means you have to leave your hopes dangling in mid-air with a possibility of crashing down. God does not neglect anyone, if ever there’s failure it’s probably because you’ve neglected yourself in the past but you always have an excuse to that, you’re human, not God.
Really, there exist times when you really have to cut yourself some slack.
♥ yourself.
When you have a read at the title, there’s two ways of thinking, if whether it’s sarcasm or I’m just really content.
At around 2 am last night, I wished my Dad a happy birthday.
‘Ehh, Happy Birthdayyyy! ‘
‘It’s not tomorrow Mal..’
‘Huhh? Whaat? Tomorrow’s the 9th! Amal baru remind Aiman to wish you too! Wait, wait, tomorrow’s the 7th! HAHAHA’
‘Heh? No, it’s the 8th..’
‘Oh .. humh’
And also apparently because it’s long since I’ve attended an institution,
‘Dah lama tak makan jellyfish!’
‘You’re speaking as if you don’t go to school..’
‘Amal.. *frowns’
‘Haaa? Can’t we eat jellyfishh? Noo? :S’
‘-_-’
‘Well, I don’t go to school now punn ‘
‘Hahahah!’
Apparently yesterday a dream came true, or so that was what my horoscope read. I waited from noon of when I first had a read of today’s papers till way past midnight. Nothing. Or maybe shopping at Klcc was meant to be the dream came true, but I’m not that lifeless to be having a shopping trip as a dream. I was expecting something like a person handing me tonnes of cash to kickstart my career or something. Or an offer to study some place like LSE with a scholarship?
Nevermind, dreams can wait.
Busy editing the flyer for Najwa’s college event. Mojo’s gone but it’ll be back soon enough. I’m being more and more detail as time grows.
Ciao, and take care
Told Ira to please call me at 10 the next day to plan for tonight and as expected, it ended up as a wake up call for me. Realised I had a sore throat. The weather’s extra extra chilly (but it’s better now) resulting in me feeling like I have a cold. Somehow, when it’s too chilly I sneeze non-stop and everything doesn’t feel right, unless there’s a heater in the house but living in heated Malaysia that just doesn’t make sense.
So here I am after sneezing non-stop, wrapped in a blanket and having a tissue box as best company right now. After nearly half an hour, an a bed with clothes scattered all on it and on the floor to, I’ve found the right thing to wear for Mraz. Now it’s time to conceal my ‘tidur’ face and stinging red eyes. And panadol didn’t make my headache any better.
So I don’t get to wear lenses since I wouldn’t want my eyes to sting later, and I get to feel gloomy which should be a bonus for someone. My hair’s still wet, leaving to Ira’s in about an hour’s time. I feel like throwing up and my body just doesn’t agree with the weather right now. Most of the time it doesn’t. Exactly why I don’t like it when it rains and when others are glad since it’s the perfect time to sleep, I’d feel uuh because I don’t get to go online, it gets too cold and chilly it goes up my spines and mostly because I’d end up bugging someone and not minding myself since I am terrified by storms and lightnings.
And now I’ll show you exactly why I want a ring from Swatch Bijoux.
You really can never say no huh? Told mum I want one and could use my paycheque for it but was 63 hours of standing at a retail outlet worth a ring?
I really don’t know.
Oh well, so much to think right now I feel like I wanna become selfish and I don’t wanna care about many things now but myself. But I can’t seem to stand on my own two feet by myself.
Cincinciaaoouh.
