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My blog view for today increased tremendously.
I’m sorry to let you down by not posting my results up as soon. I got a little above what I had expected although not perfect as Amy’s was, I’m content. I really really am. I thank God, my parents, my teachers, my family. Without their love, I wouldn’t even have been alive to sit for the papers.
But honestly, PUSHING ASIDE my family members and my close friends, I’m really being nice in saying this (if you know me personally, you’d know I prefer to straighten things out, EVEN in cyber-space), it could be time for some of you folks to be growing up a little in the head. I can never get how people can be so stupid sometimes, if ever I get myself 11 As or even 11Gs, how the hell does that in any way affect your life? What’s in for me in the future, is mine. Not anyone’s. I don’t see you as a frikkin’ pop-up in my future so if you’re someone I know just by random and just by a few hellos exchanged, I really think you should start living your own life. I mean seriously, triple amount of blog views than yesterday? That’s a little overboard.
Okay, back to life. I got myself 8As. There you have it. I’m content, I’m happy. It could’ve been better, no doubt my class skipping routine in Form 4 has no doubt caused an effect to my studies. Studying in Form 5 never really was ample to cover up what I lacked off in Form 4.
Regrets? None. Well, maybe just very very a little. But I’m really really content. Alhamdulillah. The feeling of content is something I would never ever trade, even for perfection. I’m happy and what makes me happier is that even with my imperfections and flaws, I’m happy in my skin, I’m glad I’m me, I’m happy to be the person I’ve grown up to.
Went to Ira’s for pigging out session. Kira then came over. We headed to Tropicana City and met up with Harez. Played Daytona at the arcade and as expected, I lost. I was doing okay when suddenly EFFFFFF my car flipped and it was facing the reversed direction and there’s no reverse gear so I panicked and screamed. At least not as bad as Kira, HAHAH she wa sin second and Harez won. She actually thought the game was over so she screamed and laughed victoriously, letting her hand off the wheel. And then Ira passed her and she got 3rd place. I still got 4th. Car went reversed direction AGAINN during the second game. Headed to Ra’s and Dad fetched me later.
I haven’t really disappointed anyone I love, except Mr T whom I have yet to ring but Dan said he’d still be proud no matter what. I just don’t have the heart to tell him I didn’t succeed in scoring great for my Accounts. The other teachers I came to were happy and it meant so much to me, I really wanted the best for my parents and my teachers. Now everyone’s glad, including me. What a bonus.
Although the flaws are still there in my results slip, I’ve grown out of it, it’s time to move on with life and insyaAllah, I’ll grow up in the right pace, on the right track.
Thank you God, you have made me the most happiest, I know my results pretty much suck, hahaha, but I like what I’ve grown to become, I’m growing to a better adult and I will get closer to you.
♥ -amal
p.s Happy Birthday Pete Doherty! Although Tiya claims you’re sick inside because of all the drugs, I know you’re not. Hahahahah (:
I love Pete’s lyrics in everything. Ok goodnight.
Officially done with working.
I still don’t have the heart to blog right now.
I miss having a purpose to wake up to every morning, sleeping in doesn’t really make you feel good.
I’m left with too much time to think and when you overthink something, it really doesn’t feel nice.
I met up with 3 guys from primary school.
And again, no mood to blog.
Byebye (:
Tomorrow’s our last day at Pyramid’s outlet, gonna be transfered to Midvalley’s but Ira’s planning to call it quits. I’m not really done meeting new people (although the new ones I had met we’re giving positive vibes), I plan to quit too since I need time for myself, and Mum said it’s a good idea to stop already.
Tiya was super annoyed with how my ‘hot’ manager looks. She was really disappointed by my endless rants on how hot he is. My taste in men has ultimately droppeddd. Tiya said he looked like a useless nerd. -_-
Last day tomorrow saddens me for two reasons:-
1. I like going back to Subang Jaya a lot.
2. I like my manager.
We went to watch movies today and the whole Tangys were reunited. Managed to get a half shift off of work and initially Clmt was pretty pissed but I said sorry and after tonnes of ‘kegedikkan’, he was okay and he let us off early happily. I felt really bad initially because he had thought we were taking him for granted and I never saw him got so pissed but lucky thing I was away from the whole scene and Ira was the one who had to endure his sarcasm and I didn’t really give him a chance to be pissed since I acted like an innocent 5 year old always saying “alaa, marah ke? tak nak la marahh, kalau tak boleh half takpe, janganla marah, kita tanya jee”, to both the managers. Heh kan? But at least everyone was happy pun.
That’s it for tonight. Gotta take a bath.
PEGH. Loveciao.
Photos later (:
Went into work late today and met the manager. He’s nice but weird.
One moment he’s talking so much, the next he’s being a boss. Just to us he’s that way.
I think it’s because, we’re girls.
He wore something which reminded me of Elton John, a turtleneck lycra sort of top with skinnies.
Perfect hair-do. He put on one of the cardigans from the shop and did a catwalk to me asking if he’s a beauty.
A weirdo to replace Zm’s from BSC’s store. He wore brown contact lenses and acts mysteriously. Plus he goes into the fitting room every 30 minutes and locks himself in there for a minute then continues work. Wouldn’t want to think further. And I don’t even know his name.
Azm talks a lot and is nice so at least one guy there’s normal. The other guy Bng is not so good at conversing and looks so unfriendly and gloomy but he’s nice. Pdm is nice too, she talks to us a lot. Tsh is studying in Sunway for a Events Management diploma. It’s nice to talk to her since she’s friendly and I like to know what it’s like to study for that course since I am interested but pushing it aside for something more serious. As for the other guy (I forgot his name), we are still not too sure if he’s straight or gay. Seriously. I think he’s lost.
Shamin thinks the guy who works at Puma’s hot. So we went there and it was awkward. And then I realised that I knew that dude so I said Hi and guess what? What? Tengg. It was Adam from primary school who lives opposite the main road in front of my house who has a cute brother. He looks the same just with a side burn and beard. He’s pretty hot I guess just that he is in desperate need for a shave but he’s Adam so hmm, it probably suits the bad boy image he’d want hahaha. No further elaboration. It was nice to see him anyways but I was in a rush for lunch so told him we’d catch up later.
I guess work’s okay, just a whole lot more boring than how it was at BSC. Plus I don’t like that the Manager’s so . . .. sometimes, it’s like one moment he’s there, the next his mind is floating out somewhere. And also because he’s hot and he’s gay.
That’s it. Morning shift tomorrow.
More stories later probably, it’s dumb why I always miss the nice ones and be reminded of them during my last few words. Uh.
Ciaolove.
Sorry man, what I say don’t turn out as funny as planned sometimes, can’t read minds.
I watched Underworld 3 and it was great, it felt so short because of how awesome it was. Vampires are hot, but I still don’t think Edward Cullen is. But honestly. It was like, the kingdom of hotness. Hahaha! SDC was booring, but the people this time are more talkative so Ira and I managed to fit in better.
I saw this hot guy but he had this exact shirt someone else has got, and it was a ‘funny’ coincidence. Okay point is, he was hot. Okay, that’s not really a point huh?
I don’t like people kidding with me by telling me their life is in such a chaos because of a certain event which has occurred. It’s not funny and it makes me feel dumb to care about a friend, yelaah I’m a vulnerable person but tak perlulah make a joke out of it!
Faiqa is funny because all this while she’s been thinking _ (isn’t necessary for a name) has got something ‘extra’ with me going on all this 5 years while. And Faiqa’s one of my best friends so -_-”. Funny shit.
My buds and I can get extremely annoying in the movies.
I see similar ‘things’ everywhere. Stop hunting me idiot, are u like a freaking Edward? I don’t like Edward!
I saw Pn Ranchini and realised that now since we’re no longer Amanians, the teachers won’t go ‘What are you doing here?’, ‘Who with?’ because we’re all grown up. Sort of. I find that cute and touching :’)
I went on a bus with Ira and with Najwa too! And spotted a guy reading ‘The Notebook’. Aww?
We had Japanese, again! But I can never get enough of Japanese.
Clash Mag’s latest issue is not out yet. I can’t waittttttt!
Ira spotted a s-n-a-k-e near SDC’s entrance, uhhh scaarry.
“johncmayer Welding an engagement ring for my girlfriend “.
Got that from John Mayer’s Twitter update. I’m honestly speechless.
Ciao; love♥ you jackasszzx!
p.s Katy Perry sings really well here (:
Happy belated Chinese New Year 
Xin Nian Quai Le!
(I stole it off the Gong Xi Fatt Choi song; the last time I had Mandarin or Cantonese lessons was back in school during class with Steph, so shushhhhh 
)
Now someone take me out for yee-sangg! Pleaseeeeeeeee 
Okay, Bali photos:-
On our way there;
We checked into our rooms at Hard Rock, and I liked the hotel a lot.
Hotel photos later.
After we checked in, we walked at the Kuta street and browsed the shops available. Had lunch at a local restaurant called Dulang. I had myself rice with basil beef. Aiman had a burger and boy was it goooooood! Aiman had a swim at the hotel’s pool. Hard Rock Bali probably has the nicest swimming pool around. Instead of having tiles for you to walk on, the instead have sands from the beach. So it feels like you’re walking by the beach and it’s just so warm. They’ve also got a volleyball spot, cabanas around the area for rental, water polo and the swimming pool was bigger than my school’s field. It was just huuuuuuuuge. All these photos are taken at different locations. I could never get the whole place into view. There was a pool facing the Hard Rock Cafe, a pool with a dunk for basketball or whatever you call it when in water, a pool for just swimming around with fountains, another pool with fountains, a pool with 2 slides, a hugeee pool surrounded with cabanas and another pool where the beer shack was at.
After hanging out by the pool, we headed to the beach.
By night, we headed to the streets of Kuta again where some of them shopped a little. There were Macbeth retailers around and the price varied slightly of about 70 bucks. But they were all old ranges so I skipped. Mooks there is a lot cheaper too.
Had Pizza Hut for dinner and watched Vacancy in the room before dosing off.
Woke up early and had breakfast at the hotel. Breakfast everyday there was like pig out session for me. I ate sooo much! From an omelette to sausages to salad to pasta. The only thing I skipped were the pork strips and baked beans. I hate beans. lol. And having pork is just out of topic, the sausages probably had some parts of it in it, but the idea of having pork barely itself triggered me as something that would never happen.
Our tour guide arrived and drove us to somewhere so far away. Random locals knocked into the car windows trying to sell us newspapers. But funny thing is, they tried selling us Chinese Newspapers. And only one guy managed to recognise us as Malaysian and tried selling us the Straits Times.
We had lunch at somewhere so horrid. It was a halal restaurant that sold the worse food I had ever eaten. Canteen food is 10 times better! It wasn’t cheap too! We had it on top of the hill, facing an active volcano which last erupted in 2002. Cool kan? But it was too foggy for a photo.
We then headed to a temple after going to Ubud Market where I got myself 2 new pendants, one of which is a luck charm for my chain. The price of the things there were pretty high but they get you to bargain until like 80% off, and they’d never ever say no to the price you mention. All you gotta do is walk away when they say no, count till 5, and they’ll definitely call you back. I got my pendants for 15 ringgit each. She initially wanted to sell it to me for 40 ringgit and 60 ringgit. I managed to get both for the price of not even one. Ngeh.
The prayers were conducted in a cave. I found it to be fascinating. Flickr hates me a little now, so just one photo from the temple now.
We had dinner at Jimbaran and it was seafood. The food was pretty good but can never beat Malaysia’s. The total cost of our meal was around 400 ringgit which is not worth it at all because we had nearly half what we usually order in Malaysia. And in Malaysia, such a meal would probably cost just 120 ringgit. But the place was pretty. We had dinner by the sea side facing the sun set. That place has got the best sunset around but it just rained so the clouds didn’t give way to my sun
More photos later, here’s one. We had ‘Jagung Panggang’ by the sea there
The next day, I got up and bunked at the hotel. Breakfast that day was by far the best, I had myself bread pudding, salad, and the variation of food was way better. I managed to not have any sausages or any form of meat that morning since it wasn’t necessary kan? The potato salad was good and I had the vegan omelette that morning.
Walked to Kuta street again and well, I pretty much stayed in the hotel and watched Simpsons and How I Met Your Mother. By afternoon, our other tour guide comes around and this time he takes us for Nasi Padang. Food was good. And I saw a hot guy going into the praying room to pray. Heh.
We headed to a Turtle Sanctuary and went on a glass-bottomed boat. It was nice and cool.
I didn’t touch a single animal though. Was too icky for me. Hehehe, so I just took photos.
We then headed to see the Kecak dance. It was soooo cooool. And there were a whole crowd of people there. The route to the place had such a beautiful view. Photos of the view a little later. Not too sure if I took any.
We had our dinner at KFC. And then we went around to shop at Kuta again. Aiman bought himself a wallet and a water tumbler. lol. I got myself, yes, you guessed right, nothing!
Woke up next morning and had breakfast at the hotel. This time, there weren’t much choices for eatable ones (you get what I mean), so I didn’t go vegan but had sausages and pastramis with salads. You know, it is a little tough once you start staring at your plate, even with the fact that I don’t really mind, having to stare down at my plate of sausage coated with pig casings was a slightly disturbing thing. Heh la Mal. Anyways, this was at the hotel.
Aiman and Ma headed to the gym while I bunked in the hotel to watch more tv. We then headed to Poppy’s street and Legian and Aiman got himself 2 tshirts both sold at a ridiculous price of Rm 40 each, I mean, they were just tshirts with Bali written on it ok? We got conned lah, no kid. I got myself a Happy Tree Friends shirt form Rm 15. Thank God they accepted credit cards, we were broke!
They do this really often now. You’d see this everywhere by the roads of Bali.
We headed back to the hotel and watched Nacho Libre. Then we went to see Ma and Abah at Dulang for lunch where I had Nasi Goreng. Amni, Ma and Abah headed to the spa while Aiman and I went to the beach.
There was this coral, which got stuck a little on my baby toe. I was walking and I felt something stuck on my toe, looked down and there it was, pushed it away with my other foot and it rolled down. The bottom surface of it had small tiny hole on it and those hole were slightly sucking onto my toe. Eeeewwwww. I am disguisted even now, that’s why I’m telling this. But I don’t think it was anything alive lah, I honestly think it was just a stone and the holes caused pressure. Physics 
We headed back and watched cartoons, soon after we packed and left for the airport. Had dinner at the airport and the food was gooood. Flight was delayed for 30 minutes. Ayadi took us back home from the airport.
Btw, the steward during our flight back was hot. Like tremendous hot. But dumb. Heh.
The resolutions I had made for this year were undoubtedly tough to obey. Won’t quit trying but I could say much that resolution #3 was achieved in a way. I am not totally deserving but no doubt I appreciate them more than ever now. Because I had failed to obey the resolutions I made for 2007, I decided to list them all again here (all 56, jeez I wasn’t so sane), and strike out the one I managed to obey.
RESOLUTIONS OF ‘o8
1. Not to procrastinate
2. Not to come online too often (I think it’s more of the total opposite -_-)
3. To be more deserving of things &the people around me
RESOLUTIONS OF ‘o7
1. Appreciate things i own &people i have by my side better
2. Be consistent in studies (thanks to tuition exams)
3. Wear my retainers as often as possible (NOT.)
4. Spend less
5. Shop at less expensive shops
6. Take goodcare of my phone, which i MUST get in this year
7. Not take things too personally/seriously (I still do but not too much)
8. Give out more compliments to people
9. Be active in atleast a sport (not ever, I bet)
10. Not get dimerits. Not a single one
11. Talk less, listen more.
12. Gossip less (Need to work on this..)
13. Not be materialistic
14. Pray 5 times a day, or atleast try.
15. Send the Christmas Card i made (he gave up on us, he stopped sending us cards after years of doing so -.-)
16. Lose weight (Well I did a little, and so did I develop peptic ulcers, and tonnes of other illness -_-)
17. Try to drink milk (Never..)
18. Eat less meat
19. Splurge less
20. Think everytime i’ve something to say
21. Respect people i should better
22. Gain more respect from everyone/Gain the respect i deserve
23. Do VERYVERY well in studies
24. Spend less time blogging, or on myspace
25. Not go on msn everyday
26. Have a life, not blog about not having one
27. Be more deserving to things
28. Talk less on the phone
29. Finish my homework on the same day it is given (I did it for quite a period)
30. Not to delay when it comes to things i have to do
31. Shut up when i haven’t got a point
32. Less excuses, more of shutting up (Definitely less but we could go lesser )
33. Less of shouting
34. Be more thankful
35. Stay healthy
36. Be more independant
37. Watch less of MTV
38. Be less predictable
39. Keep my hair long, the way i planned it to be
40. Cope with the people i love well
41. Be more matured when it comes to people with no respect for myself.
42. Gain more confidence
43. Not to be lazy
44. Be more understanding (The whole ‘try to put yourself in his/her shoes’ thing works wonders!)
45. Be more open-minded than i currently am
46. Be a whole better self
47. Grow up?
48. Not be too sensitive
49. Not think of little things too much (Hahaha! Total opposite)
50. Mention please often
51. Keep in mind of the less-fortunate &how lucky i am, how grateful i should be
52. Be more organised &disciplined
53. Appreciate myself better
54. Be a better person, in everyway possible
55. Change the world in any way possible (I know I did )
56. Change all bad/negative/wrong perceptions of me I DON’T WANNA! This is a stupid resolution.
HAHAHA my mood swing is really getting odd these days. Cut the emo, I’m cool. But the world really ought to think more, I ought to think more. If we all don’t assume and ask for things to be cleared off instead, everyone would be happy and high. Hahaha, okay not high.
Anyways, didn’t manage to catch up with Keer, Steph and Charl during prom. Even Anna. Looking forward to Christmas with them. Oh well, here’s a cute song, and no, it doesn’t mean anything from inside -_- lol.
Seeyaloves.
-amal is such a moody granny, no excuse to hate her now 
I’m giving myself 30 minutes to blog because I’ve gotta do other things now. My brother came home after a week of being at a cousin’s place, I guess I was happy and now I’m stealing songs from his desktop. And funny that the first thing he asked when he saw me was if whether I had gotten my dress and when I showed him the dress, I muttered 6 ‘Taahdahh”s and all 6 were ignored since he was distracted by the tags I had designed, so he didn’t see the dress in the end, tengg.
I am a lot like my younger brother which isn’t a very ’sweet’ thing because he’s a guy and he’s 14. Hahaha but who cares? I definitely have my mature moments (:
Okay, probably not 30 minutes now since I’m browsing for downloads. It’s tough to get good music la, all you have playing in the radio is Akon, Sean Kingston blahhblahh, sickening if you ask me, they can’t sing let alone play instruments. DUMBBB.
