Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin.

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Would like to take this once a year opportunity to ask for forgiveness in any wrong or harm I’ve done to every one of you (Muslim or not, we’re not much different when it comes to sinning), especially with my ‘in-your-face’ attitude. I know this ritual should not only be done during Raya but just since it is;

Sorry for anything bad taken into the heart and just any form of offences I’ve made, I honestly never meant any form of it.

I’ll be leaving for Johor soon and will be there till the 2nd or 3rd. Hope everyone have themselves a great Raya or a great holidays since us 17 year olds are obviously in dire need of a break.

Till then, have a safe journey balik kampung ♥♥

17th .

Okay, so to make it short; I had a great birthday; although intially I had looked more to the contrary of that since we’re in the middle of our trials. But okay, I had a great one. Thank you list and photos tomorrow, I’m half awake right now.

Ah well, night night (:

Kai.

Okay, so I really wanted to go watch fireworks tonight. But Curve hasn’t got the best ones in town and rumors have it that Klcc won’t be having any. Klcc has by far the best fireworks displays in town during Merdeka, and I go there to have a watch every year since a few years back. And I had really looked forward to fireworks. I love fireworks ):

Oh well, so I decided to stay at home and cook for the family. The process was fun but now I am just dead tired. I prepared a full-course meal for the five of us and I also did grocery shopping before that. So it really explains why I’m feeling so down right now.

I was only able to sleep at around 2 am last night. And I woke up at 3. Tried to sleep back. Woke up again at 5. Slept back. Woke up at 7 and gave up trying to have a good sleep. Probably because I spent the day before sleeping and doing nothign else after school.

Went to tuition at around 9.40 as soon as Najwa arrived. Class ended at around 5. Dropped Vivien at SS 2, reached home. Wanted to sleep but then my sister and brother wanted to go for a walk and get some groceries. That was when I decided to cook dinner. Walked to the shop, which was an ok-okay distance from home, and got all the groceries. Dad fetched us then from there.

So after a heavy load of grocery shopping, it was time to cook. Marinated the chicken. Sliced the spinach. Tore them into tiny pieces. Boiled them. Sliced the mushrooms into cubes. Made mushroom soup, while keeping close eye to the spinach from time to time. Grilled the chicken. Made the gravy. Prepared the spinach with butter and cheese. And not only was I doing it alone, I had to cook 2-3 courses at a time because I only started to cook at around 8.30 pm. Already very late for dinner. Finished the whole thing at 10. And du’oh after seeing and having to go through the whole process of making the food, I didn’t have the appetite to eat at all. But it was good. The soup could’ve been better. But I liked how the chicken was nicely cooked.

And now I am just too tired and down.

Eh wait, Tiya’s ringing me back! Yeay, girl talk time. Ciaociaociao ♥

Random.

There are 5 things that I really can’t stand. And this is not ranked. I hate them equally as bad.

1. Having to cancel something I have badly looked forward to.

2. People who get physical in arguments, even if slightly.

3. Any form of division; racial, gender or even those in Mathematics.

4. As much as I like integration in many aspects, the one in Add-Math is still too horrifying to like

I currently think that the one simple thing that causes a person to feel like shit most of the time is confusion.

When you feel confused about your beliefs, feelings, choices or what a person is trying to point out to you or even when in a confusion, you are misunderstood and people makes you feel horrible.

So in a sum, Confusion = Feeling Shit.

And I also am in deep hate with the fact that I’m not in Beijing right now or at least wasn’t for the Opening Ceremony. I don’t like sports. Playing or watching. But I certainly like opening ceremonies. And I am constantly in love with fireworks. Fuck it; it was the most beautiful thing. The fireworks. I honestly am feeling super down about it. And I know chasing around for every fireworks display in KL for Merdeka Celebrations soon wouldn’t make me feel any better.

Not to mention it was THE bestest event of 2008 to take photos of.
Photos courtesy of this website:
http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2008/08/2008_olympics_opening_ceremony.html

Chicks Have Similarities

My mind is a little weird these past couple of days. I am slacking on my spelling. It’s dumb. Right now, I feel absolutely boredand it happens everytime I just had myself a good time doing something fun with my buddies. And because of how bored I am, I’m currently bothering everyone I know with text messages and phone calls and online messages. And not forgetting refreshing facebook’s homepage pretty frequently. No one’s answering though. It’s 1 am and that explains. The people who’d answer are those I just can’t bare to speak to. Not right now.

Okay, let’s “imbas kembali” (part of revision for KOMSAS? ) onwhat had happened today.

I decided to go the school’s Musical Night. I just felt bad not going knowing that Najwa was performing and I thought, maybe I should be less of a jerk and treat my best friend a little better and at least show up for support. Didn’t regret it, their dance was cool. Like cool. Yes. HAHA. Altogether, it wasn’t a very bad show. I had myself a good time there. The choir team were good, but I hated the school’s lighting. As for the orchestra, I guess I had too much of high hopes on them initially. Plus, the sound system during the BIPV launching last 2 months was way better. I really shouldn’t compare. I was hoping for something which sounded similar to that. Uhh.

So, after Musical Night. Ira & I decided we’d go have dinner together. Kira was hungry too. And after spreading the word around. A whole lot of us headed to the ‘mamak-atas-bukit’. After a not-so-long walk, we came to find that the mamak stall was closed. Atoy and her friends were stranded in one corner while the 5 of us sat in front of Taman Aman, waiting for a cab. We waited for half an hour and gave up. It explains really, I mean, we were calling for a cab from a park at 11pm. Come to think of it, padanlah we got hung up on so many times. So we all headed to Ira’s place for McDs and a brief of MTV Asia. And then the guys realised they didn’t have a ride home. They managed to get a cab after not long. And then I headed back around 20 minutes later.

I swear my mind wasn’t going on too well while we were stoning around the road, waiting for a cab. I honestly felt like not going home for a day. And just, sleep over at a mall or something.

Ah well, I really should think more.

Taa, ♥

I Shall Not Consume Nuts Anymore

Notice the similarity of a photo in here and on my header?

Wooyeah! So I skipped school today because i had the most terrible migraine last night :S

I’m starting to think it’s the new curtains. Stripes of red and whites -get’s me feeling dizzy, I think.

As I have planned to revise a little while my other buddies are in school studying -except the ex-prefects and Kira, it didn’t come to me much of a surprise when I decided to do something else.

And after 5 hours spent, voila! I managed to complete the flyer for our prom’s fundraising activity. It’s a cheesy one, no doubt, but then again, it’s sort of fun and hopefully it brings in to us some moolahs that we are desperately in need of.

It amuses me how this year, I have actually managed to design one or two or three flyers and a programme book for some school events. I have a confession to be honest; I do not know how to use Photoshop. AT ALL. It’s one of my ‘missions’ to learn how to use Adobe Illustrator and make vectors, after SPM.

I made this:

With my sister’s help in the car on the way to her college. &the background was my blog’s before too. So the much spread around flyer was made in just merely an hour. I actually found it amazing, having myself zero ability in Pendidikan Seni. My drawing of vampires turned out into haunted elves, the only thing I remember to be nicely drawn was a fish. A jellyfish.

So yeay, that was my second flyer design. First one was for the audition -which didn’t turn out very nice.

I guess the botb we had this year did make me do alot of things. Besides designing the flyer, tickets, all-access tags etc, I also learned the ways of bugging people. Not too sure if it’s very right though

Well then, I should really start focusing and prioritising.

Hm yeah! I also just set up a new flickr account which is way more organised than the ones before, I only selected a few shots I really like to be uploaded. Promotional thangs I’ve designed in the past are also there.

Go have a lookie : Clickie me, baby

Neheheheheheh bye!

Oh and Keer’s got a blog now too. lol. Gila coool.