End. Start.

My blog view for today increased tremendously.

I’m sorry to let you down by not posting my results up as soon. I got a little above what I had expected although not perfect as Amy’s was, I’m content. I really really am. I thank God, my parents, my teachers, my family. Without their love, I wouldn’t even have been alive to sit for the papers.

But honestly, PUSHING ASIDE my family members and my close friends, I’m really being nice in saying this (if you know me personally, you’d know I prefer to straighten things out, EVEN in cyber-space), it could be time for some of you folks to be growing up a little in the head. I can never get how people can be so stupid sometimes, if ever I get myself 11 As or even 11Gs, how the hell does that in any way affect your life? What’s in for me in the future, is mine. Not anyone’s. I don’t see you as a frikkin’ pop-up in my future so if you’re someone I know just by random and just by a few hellos exchanged, I really think you should start living your own life. I mean seriously, triple amount of blog views than yesterday? That’s a little overboard.

Okay, back to life. I got myself 8As. There you have it. I’m content, I’m happy. It could’ve been better, no doubt my class skipping routine in Form 4 has no doubt caused an effect to my studies. Studying in Form 5 never really was ample to cover up what I lacked off in Form 4.

Regrets? None. Well, maybe just very very a little. But I’m really really content.  Alhamdulillah. The feeling of content is something I would never ever trade, even for perfection.  I’m happy and what makes me happier is that even with my imperfections and flaws, I’m happy in my skin, I’m glad I’m me, I’m happy to be the person I’ve grown up to.

Went to Ira’s for pigging out session. Kira then came over. We headed to Tropicana City and met up with Harez. Played Daytona at the arcade and as expected, I lost. I was doing okay when suddenly EFFFFFF my car flipped and it was facing the reversed direction and there’s no reverse gear so I panicked and screamed. At least not as bad as Kira, HAHAH she wa sin second and Harez won. She actually thought the game was over so she screamed and laughed victoriously, letting her hand off the wheel. And then Ira passed her and she got 3rd place. I still got 4th. Car went reversed direction AGAINN during the second game. Headed to Ra’s and Dad fetched me later.

I haven’t really disappointed anyone I love, except Mr T whom I have yet to ring but Dan said he’d still be proud no matter what. I just don’t have the heart to tell him I didn’t succeed in scoring great for my Accounts. The other teachers I came to were happy and it meant so much to me, I really wanted the best for my parents and my teachers. Now everyone’s glad, including me. What a bonus.

Although the flaws are still there in my results slip, I’ve grown out of it, it’s time to move on with life and insyaAllah, I’ll grow up in the right pace, on the right track.

Thank you God, you have made me the most happiest, I know my results pretty much suck, hahaha, but I like what I’ve grown to become, I’m growing to a better adult and I will get closer to you.

♥ -amal

p.s Happy Birthday Pete Doherty! Although Tiya claims you’re sick inside because of all the drugs, I know you’re not. Hahahahah (:

I love Pete’s lyrics in everything. Ok goodnight.

Oh No.

How awkward is it when you’re laughing your ass off to Youtube videos and then you have a conversation on Msn, and then the conversation turns into something emo, and there’s that Youtube video on the window behind paused during the funny part.

Tengg! Oh well, updates on life ehh. Hmm, call me a weirdo but I’m hooked on the Playstation3 to browse online rather than play games. But I could make do with a RockBand set, Ma! I miss my Mum who’s in the US now, only returning on Saturday morning. My Bank ATM, my nagging machine, my random conversation source. I am dead broke now. Plus she owes me a shopping trip. Nehehe! Say Hi to Obama for me, Ma! Love youu (and no, she doesn’t read my blog, I forbid her from doing it )

So yes, charciaoo, wanna Youtube through the PS3. Uhh, I want a bleeding RockBand settttt! :’(

And no, I’m not a loser for bunking home again today. I’m sick again and this time it’s the gastric. Tomorrow’s gonna be a long day and I have to make a trip to the grocery store since I need to cook for tomorrow. Hmm life life life.

17th .

Okay, so to make it short; I had a great birthday; although intially I had looked more to the contrary of that since we’re in the middle of our trials. But okay, I had a great one. Thank you list and photos tomorrow, I’m half awake right now.

Ah well, night night (:

Life in A Bubble

I’ve got tonnes of assignments to complete, but I’d rather procrastinate those obligations and do this now, heh

I woke up late today but made time to pack all the necessities. Just as I had managed to done so for the day, we had only 2 periods of lessons and a Chemistry experiment. Rest of the time was spent with munching of Honey Stars at the back of the class, doing our AppTiak applause and making fun of just about everything.

The rest of our classmates signed up for the Physics Int’l Quiz and there were only around 7 of us left in class. We didn’t have P.E due to the amount of people there was. Pn N was absent for the day so we spent the time playing around and laughing our ass off. Turns out those sitting for the quiz heard Keer & I laughing from upstairs.

Lucky that Keer was a little smart, she came up with this simple game, only one rule there was -don’t ever say a word. Because of that, I had actually managed to complete some Sejarah worksheets. After some time, we couldn’t help but laugh so Keer came up with the plan that we should write “Hahaha” whenever we had to laugh. So I took a large foolscap paper and wrote a huge “HAHAHA” and “hahaha!” with a marker and left it on the table for us both to us. It was simple, just raise the paper to an eye level and move it around a little for a some motion. Heh.

We went in for Chemistry a little late and I was feeling a little high (as if that’s something new); so I walked in like a bimbotic bitch saying “What are you guys making this time? Orange juice?” And we laughed.

That was when I came to realisation that the whole class had succumbed to ignoring us (Keer, Kira, Charl & I) whenever we we’re acting cuckoo. It was like a whole bubble we were in and separated by. We were laughing at the back of the lab and Keer was running around mad but no one seem to mind. Pn H wasn’t in class at that very moment btw. But yeah, it is funny though. As we were trying to tell the class about the whole bubble thing, they seem to just continue with the experiment they were on and it was as if we were the little characters in Honey, I Shrunk The Kids, trying best to be heard.

It is funny though. And nothing else happened today. GrandMa from Johor is here now btw. She got us Nata da Coco (I hope that’s how it’s spelt), ice-cream, biscuits and also made lunch!

Ah well, jaa ♥