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17th Birthday, Pantai Hillpark, 13th September 2008
Supercamp, Trolak, 2008
16th Birthday, my place, 2007
Kebu's Zoo &Tugu Negara Trip, KL, 2007
Wednesdays' Movie Bunch, my place, 2007
Debate Tournaments with Keer &Jill, 2007-
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Arrived at PD a day later than the rest because I was busy with scholarship and college applications, ehem 
The place was massively huge compared to the size of our accommodation when in Genting. Was also super sejuk. And faced the beach. Windows in the room had perfect view of the swimming pool.
First we did was cut the smaller birthday cake for Fad & Du. Had cute party hats too but somehow, most of the boys wore it instead of girls, hah.
HakimMalu.
I don’t like this beach. Sorry.
I thought the fact that the sandy beach had far too many holes dug out by those small crabs. And they somehow clog the sands into like a whole lump. Many many many tiny whole lumps of ‘em. Super icky. I actually wasn’t at peace at all through out the beach walk! This photo is exactly how the whole beach looks like. No super dry sand.
FaizVain & IwanTan.
IraAdek, Sha, NanaNanas.
If you view this photo in the right resolution, I assure you I’d look less like an ApeMan =_=”
NanaNanas.
HakimMalu.
IraAdek, IwanTan.
HAHAHAH no comment.
The most usual sight I get of them. Football.
Returned to the house and took a bath. TokMak had a solat sunat thing planned but I didn’t bring anything suitable to pray in, lucky thing, so did the rest of the girls. So we stayed in the room laughing at each other to how funny we look in the tudung and short sleeved shirts. So I changed into a three quarter sleeve and Nana put on a hoodie sweater which made her look Indonesian! HAHAHAH
Walked out after some time into a very very eerily quiet house. Went next door and saw that everyone was done praying and it was time to read the Yassin. So that was what we did 
After the whole thing, we salam-ed each other and the next thing I remember is TokBah saying ‘Go downstairs now’, and poof! I was at the barbeque canopy thing.
Family shot 1. Horrible lighting. I look effed up in the clear shot, hehehe.
Headed back to the house at around 11 and it was time to blow off the candles on Tok Bah’s cake. It was time for him to blow them off, not anyone else =_=”
IwanTan and FaizPoser managed to head to the pool for what seemed like a swimming date.
And here’s just a shot to show you how much I like Jack and that I know I can be bimbo sometimes,
SO I DON’T NEED TELLING 
I am in love with ;
1. Diner Dash 3, Flo On The Go. Am at Level 30. Stuck there for a moment. 10 more levels!
2. Skins, or precisely, Cook. But the season finale’s up within the week ):
3. Sleeping. I don’t need a reason, nor a photo as an explanation for this.
I’ve decided to stop blogging excessively now. Nothing has been up. I’m trying to not at all live in my past because usually by now I’d have a new link for the new start. But I’ll only be doing that when college starts or never at all. So a hiatus is just what I need from the online world
Stumbled upon this Cooking Academy in Hartamas and probably going to check out that place sometime next month. The people don’t look too ‘fun’ under the online gallery but who cares la kan? I’d probably blend in well there anyways, hahaha! And the workshops are super cool so if anyone of you who reads likes to cook and could accompany me to any of the workshops, it’s RM 100-120 per class, and a class is about 3-4 hours long. I’d love the company, seriously. Doubt this gets feedback though ngehh.
I had a dream that I was Flo last night. As in Flo in the game I’m hooked on, the waitress. Now that’s how overdosed I am with the game. 20 levels in a day is a little too much since there are only 40. I dreamt of serving customers’ food! Jeez. And rolling thunders from outside somehow slipped into my mind as Franz Ferdinand’s Ullyses.
Have got driving class tomorrow. Tak suka laa!
Till then. Will blog about PD before the thought drifts off.
Port Dickson with the cousins was great. I’ve still got sand in my hair and I’m off to bed soon. Everything else has been monotonous as such as how I’d tremendously hate. I go off to bed for a sleep more often than I take a bath, and I sleep most of the time during the day. Skins 3 is ending with it’s final episode soon enough and by then, I’d be even be less occupied.
This is Cook and I could write a whole long essay about him. Vivien would get it, I think I’ve already said too much.
Point is, I like Cook. He’s cute and pointless.
Till soon enough loves.
The only fuckin’ thing is,
I’d have to be fixing this myself.
This new layout reminds me of Christmas. Need to change the header.
This blog is dying just as I am very much inside. HAHAH NAAAHH
This whole lonely-bummer thing will last for pretty long. July to be more precise.
I’m starting to forget the people I used to exchange hellos and smiles to during high-school.
It’s not something I wish to succumb myself to.
Ira’s coming over at around 3pm. I’ve yet to even take a shower.
Driving class tomorrow, not looking forward to it. Teacher’s a good driver. It’s intimidating.
The room’s in an utter mess. Must clean up.
Have got to cash in the cheques ASAP. Must also order the iPod Touch as soon.
Heading to PD this weekend for Grandpop’s 80th. My’s not tagging along, uhh.
I miss my cousins, but I doubt the ones my age would be around.
I miss playing cards with them, I need replacement competitors for Rummy. Anyone?
Oh, and anyone wanna come with me to Singapore in April for Oasis?
I never can get enough of this. Probably because Matt Dallas is hot and so is Katy Perry. Very.
Ciaofolks.
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs. Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
I tag whoever.
1.What have you been doing recently?
browsing, youtube-ing, chatting, bumming, eating, sleeping, thinking, shopping.
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
yes
3. What happened at 10.00 am today?
i was asleep
4. When did you last cry?
i don’t remember at all. it has been very very long :S
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
a little less now.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
a scholarship to the UK! (:
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
neither. but i sometimes have a hat/cap in my handbag.
8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my flower pillow and my crabb!
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
boxers
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox says?
Dad telling me I did well for SPM and not to worry at all.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
sensitive q.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope
13. What was the last movie you caught?
Night At The Museum on frikkin bluray.
14. What are you proud of?
I am not shallow and I handle situations better now.
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Something from the past. My phone’s off now.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Put your records on
17. Do you have any nicknames?
a few.
18. What does your last received message say?
my phone’s off. i think my sister texted me early today.
*where’s 19 and 20? :S *i don’t know vivien.
21. Who gives you best advice?
google and forums, seriously.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
yuccckk no.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
ira i think.
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
not really
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Vivien
26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
phone’s off -_-
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yess
29. Who annoys you the most in person?
everyone’s on the safe level
30. Do you have any crush on anyone?
oui, or not. okay i DONT know.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no, i’m really really clean.
32. What is the colour of your room?
pink
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
not really, i couldn’t live with the post-paranoia, i might end up killing myself later hahah.
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
sometimes
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
myself
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
atoy, vivien, steph or arisha.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
heh?
38. Do you have a life?
yes but since i’m answering this long thing, i doubt you’d believe me.
39. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt die?
yes
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
just one, or two.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
don’t remember.
42. Last time you smiled?
right now.
43. Have you changed this year?
yes
44. What are you listening right now?
nothing
45. Are you talking to someone when you’re doing this?
yes
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
ngeh, opened lah!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
sometimes, you have to put yourself into the shoes of someone else to really get the situation.
48. Do you have someone you cannot have?
have someone i cannot have? you mean want? yes.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yes
50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
last week, i had one. and i was right.
51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
online
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
nextt
53. What song best decribed your love life?
john mayer or pete should have the honours.
54. Does the person knows that you like him/her?
-
55. Who always make you laugh?
many many people
56. Do you speak other language other than english?
yes
57. Favourite website(s)?
facebook, twitter, wordpress, tryjm, google, youtube
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
scholarship applications
.60. Who do you think you are like?
like ME !
61. Who will you choose to die with?
no one i love.
62. Where have you been today?
no where! ):
63. What game do you play often?
nothing
64. Who are you missing right now?
alot of people
65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
it really depends. sorry.
66. What are you doing right now?
this, chatting too.
67. Which primary school are you from?
SK Seafield
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
white, black, gray, red, yellow.
69. What emoticon you like to show?
-_-”
70. What is your life to you?
my tiny little project (:
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to someone
72. Who did you last chat on msn today?
dan
73. Who do you admire most?
john pete.
74. Which month are you born in?
september
75. How are you feeling right now?
lost
76. What’s the time now?
1.04 AM
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
crazy funny
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
copper red blonde
79. Why are you doing this?
bored
80. What do you do when you’re moody?
i frown and do not speak
81. At which age you wish to get married?
25-28. I really don’t mind.
82. Who is more important to you?
my father, mother, sister, brother.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
regret for not getting closer to God
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
Tiya, Ira, Najwa, Keer, Dan, my brother, my sister.
85. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after a rain?
yes duhhh
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be content for the rest of my life
87. What is your goal for this year?
to enroll into a good college/uni
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
not yet
89. What feeling do you love most?
content, loved.
90. Do you really think its global warming now?
Yes
91. What feeling do you hate most?
lost, empty, hatred without reason
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
not every single. i’m being honest.
93.Do you believe in God?
yes
94. Who cares for you most?
family and friends
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life
staying happy and making others as well
96. What will you bring when you fight?
protection, i’m terrible with physical fights. and protection doesn’t frikkin mean a condom hahahaha.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
taking things for granted
98. What would you feel if no one longer cares for you?
lonely ?
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
let’s not talk about it
100. How do you feel now?
bored
Mama came back from PD this evening, I know she’s not overwhelmed by what I had achieved. But I also know she loves me as much and that I still get to ask for some sort of prize
So I really need a new phone right now, the E90 is bugging me with it’s bulkiness. I’m getting a cheap nice phone and if goes as planned, a 16gb iPod touch. Really really what I’ve always wanted, a frikkin iPod touch, and with a huge memory of 16gb? Pegh. Ira might be getting one too since she was the one who raised the whole iPod touch topic. Gang siaaa! And I want a fair share of expenditure since I want it to be MY iPod which I worked hard for so I’m putting in a sum of 400 ringgit into this. Daddy got us a full version of Vista Ultimate and I was overwhelmed I nearly cried, -_-”
My second paycheque just rolled in. Thank you Kak Lin! Cashing out the cheques when Daddy’s free. Giving a treat to Kira and Dan as soon, and then the rest is for me, muwahahaha! College application soon, I’m starting to feel happy with the numerous phonecalls I’m getting with congratulations. Can’t beat Amy’s when even my Singaporean relatives gave her a ring since she got perfect scores for every subject. It’s nice to know even when you suck, you still have your loved ones. Sayang till death, ok?
Heading to the Edu Fair tomorrow at Midvalley and probably Klcc too. Daddy wasn’t keen on me going since I already know what I want and confusions not good, but no harm just browsing and gaining knowledge on the whole education system, kan? Going to Disney On Ice on the 20th with Ira and Amni’s going with her friends too. Heading to PD on the 21st till God knows when with my cousins. Can’t frikkin wait mann, I miss them! ):
Must get the iPod touch asap and the new phone as well. Must also start doing something productive.
Loveyouloveyouloveme, Amal.
My blog view for today increased tremendously.
I’m sorry to let you down by not posting my results up as soon. I got a little above what I had expected although not perfect as Amy’s was, I’m content. I really really am. I thank God, my parents, my teachers, my family. Without their love, I wouldn’t even have been alive to sit for the papers.
But honestly, PUSHING ASIDE my family members and my close friends, I’m really being nice in saying this (if you know me personally, you’d know I prefer to straighten things out, EVEN in cyber-space), it could be time for some of you folks to be growing up a little in the head. I can never get how people can be so stupid sometimes, if ever I get myself 11 As or even 11Gs, how the hell does that in any way affect your life? What’s in for me in the future, is mine. Not anyone’s. I don’t see you as a frikkin’ pop-up in my future so if you’re someone I know just by random and just by a few hellos exchanged, I really think you should start living your own life. I mean seriously, triple amount of blog views than yesterday? That’s a little overboard.
Okay, back to life. I got myself 8As. There you have it. I’m content, I’m happy. It could’ve been better, no doubt my class skipping routine in Form 4 has no doubt caused an effect to my studies. Studying in Form 5 never really was ample to cover up what I lacked off in Form 4.
Regrets? None. Well, maybe just very very a little. But I’m really really content. Alhamdulillah. The feeling of content is something I would never ever trade, even for perfection. I’m happy and what makes me happier is that even with my imperfections and flaws, I’m happy in my skin, I’m glad I’m me, I’m happy to be the person I’ve grown up to.
Went to Ira’s for pigging out session. Kira then came over. We headed to Tropicana City and met up with Harez. Played Daytona at the arcade and as expected, I lost. I was doing okay when suddenly EFFFFFF my car flipped and it was facing the reversed direction and there’s no reverse gear so I panicked and screamed. At least not as bad as Kira, HAHAH she wa sin second and Harez won. She actually thought the game was over so she screamed and laughed victoriously, letting her hand off the wheel. And then Ira passed her and she got 3rd place. I still got 4th. Car went reversed direction AGAINN during the second game. Headed to Ra’s and Dad fetched me later.
I haven’t really disappointed anyone I love, except Mr T whom I have yet to ring but Dan said he’d still be proud no matter what. I just don’t have the heart to tell him I didn’t succeed in scoring great for my Accounts. The other teachers I came to were happy and it meant so much to me, I really wanted the best for my parents and my teachers. Now everyone’s glad, including me. What a bonus.
Although the flaws are still there in my results slip, I’ve grown out of it, it’s time to move on with life and insyaAllah, I’ll grow up in the right pace, on the right track.
Thank you God, you have made me the most happiest, I know my results pretty much suck, hahaha, but I like what I’ve grown to become, I’m growing to a better adult and I will get closer to you.
♥ -amal
p.s Happy Birthday Pete Doherty! Although Tiya claims you’re sick inside because of all the drugs, I know you’re not. Hahahahah (:
I love Pete’s lyrics in everything. Ok goodnight.
I’m feeling ultimately lost right now. I don’t want to sleep. I don’t want to rise. I just got my very first pay-cheque today and I miss the people at Bangsar upon returning them.
‘haa, kau tolong mak lipat baju mehh!’
‘ha? hahaha, lepas tu letak plus dekat cheque tu ehh ‘
Mak btw is the she-male worker there. That’s what most of them call him and after some time there, that’s what he refers himself to when talking to us too! Sayangggg semua oranggg! (:
Watched a little of Watchmen with Ira and the flow was pretty slow, it was a well written movie, but not something to be expected from a superhero sort of movie. Too much talk, too little action. Headed to Muhibbah with Najwa, Hana, Ira, Faiqa anddddddd Atoy who’s back from NS! With tanned skin, not fully though, an inch from both her face sides is still fair, hahahahah! She was in her NS uniform and boots in OU. Kira fetched us halfway and we headed to Atoy’s.
Dinner was good. Kira sent me home and I got myself the longest shower, or as I had jokingly told Steph, I tried drowning myself but failed, hahahah. After soaking myself for long, and having my eyes turn red because of the water, I stoned.
And here I am. I’m really feeling lost and out of my mind.
What comes, must come. I have to be strong in taking anything. I really really just don’t wish to disappoint anyone, my parents, my teachers, my grand parents and everyone else. I want time smiling ear to ear knowing what my results turned out as.
Gotta text Ra now, need someone to ring me to wake up because I bet I’d be too darn scared to even wake myself up. I won’t be surprised if I end up sleeping or crying, I won’t be amazed if I’d chicken out.
Wish me luck loves.
Amal Zulkifar,
There are times in life when things just happen for a reason, and only when you’re lucky, you are aware of the reason which hids beneath it. There are times when you have to let yourself into a situation, even if that means you have to leave your hopes dangling in mid-air with a possibility of crashing down. God does not neglect anyone, if ever there’s failure it’s probably because you’ve neglected yourself in the past but you always have an excuse to that, you’re human, not God.
Really, there exist times when you really have to cut yourself some slack.
♥ yourself.
