Oblivious .

I’m just done watching Hamlet 2 and it was effin good. Not truly recomended to devoted Christians though as some of the jokes were messing around to much with the religion. Especially the lyrics and the comical portray of Jesus.

I’m not too sure if I’m just trying to hide how I really feel right now towards the flow of things in life or if I’m just really sincerely happy right now.

Either ways, I still know for sure I miss the past and how unsure things were. As for the current, the end to this silence is pretty obvious and I still very much prefer how endless and unexpected things were.

Goodnight loves, hoping for a better tomorrow, -Amal.

One Tone Darker.

Exactly what was gained. It’s hard to gain money, no doubt. But I’m never gonna be a paranoid freak to start planning on the chase for it. I’d give everything I have for “happily ever after”, and if you don’t know me well you’d probably think I don’t value the money I have and give it away just whenever but fact is, I really don’t mind if I get something out of it. What use is a buck in the pocket then compared to a moment you’d get out of it? Hahahah, yes I’m 17 and well, I believe life COULD be a fairy tale if you make it one. It’s whatever you make it.

Alright, busking. Good times, bad times. I don’t know. More of monotonous. I mean, after some time it started to get on me, how embarassing it was. It was fun but having the weather to be so hot and humid, I got annoyed by the stares we got, the stares we missed and boyy, did I feel rejected by the public. Shut up, I sound like some lack-of-attention bitsch, hehehe.

So I woke up at 7 thanks to the phone, tried to sleep back but couldn’t, so stoned. Managed to sleep for another 10 minutes and then woke up. And I have no clue what I did, practically stoned, Kira came and Dan and Ain came to fetch us at around 10.30 and Dan drove us to KL. Breakfast at McD, and we started to busk with Imran Omar.

No comment.

Had lunch at Lake Club. Headed to Pantai Hillpark for a moment, went to OU and watched Yes Man! (thanks Najwa for getting us the tickets ), HAHAHAH it was bleeding funny. I think I screamed a lot through out because well, I do that and go :O :O when something is just unbelievably funny.

Okay, I sound weird. Movie was good. We bought ourselves 6 large soft drinks, just 4 of us. Mhmmm. After movies, headed for mamak near my place and then they dropped me off home.

Just when things are starting to get boooring, my family starts to get keen on my what’s ups. Aih. No more plans till results now. Stay emo, don’t know. Maybe photos later ciao.

*credits to Ain for photos.

Oh No.

How awkward is it when you’re laughing your ass off to Youtube videos and then you have a conversation on Msn, and then the conversation turns into something emo, and there’s that Youtube video on the window behind paused during the funny part.

Tengg! Oh well, updates on life ehh. Hmm, call me a weirdo but I’m hooked on the Playstation3 to browse online rather than play games. But I could make do with a RockBand set, Ma! I miss my Mum who’s in the US now, only returning on Saturday morning. My Bank ATM, my nagging machine, my random conversation source. I am dead broke now. Plus she owes me a shopping trip. Nehehe! Say Hi to Obama for me, Ma! Love youu (and no, she doesn’t read my blog, I forbid her from doing it )

So yes, charciaoo, wanna Youtube through the PS3. Uhh, I want a bleeding RockBand settttt! :’(

And no, I’m not a loser for bunking home again today. I’m sick again and this time it’s the gastric. Tomorrow’s gonna be a long day and I have to make a trip to the grocery store since I need to cook for tomorrow. Hmm life life life.

Hey!

I got myself the worse migraine attack last night. It developed during our walk from Times Square to Pavillion and by the time we were on our way home from Pavillion after watching Twilight, it felt as if my brains were about to burst and my blood was boiling, even my saliva felt like warm liquid.

I really musn’t forget simple things like eating and drinking water when I’m busy having fun. My usual habit of drinking more than 8 glasses of water a day was cut down to just 2 glasses yesterday and I guess what happened explains.

Oh, and Twilight was okay. I didn’t read the book because of my lack of interest in fantasy and it’s just too fictional for me, I guess. Edward Cullen reminded me of joker -_-” I felt weird that I wasn’t turned on by him because every other girl was, but Jasper was more of my type. Edward had too much of make up on him, hahah! And he’s like a monkey. Heh Mal. So yes, two days of walking around aimlessly and I fell ill. Oh plus I saw Ainaa in BangsarVillage with her mum on Monday and saw Ming while walking to Pavillion. It’s so ironic, I haven’t seen Ainaa since 5 years and then I saw her and bumping into a person you know in the streets of the city by the roadside is also an odd coincidence. The world is shrinking, no doubt. Soon, POOF! Okay, not funny Mal.

Well, lucky we got back home pretty early at 8, so I bunked and fell asleep at 9, woke up at 12 because of rolling thunders outside scaring me, moved to my brother’s room and slept while he played Dota & amazingly I managed to sleep even with the noise from the PC. Moved back to the room once it stopped raining, and slept till around 9 am today. Day before yesterday, we headed to Telawi then to Midvalley, reached home at midnight and slept for just 6 hours since Tiya was coming early morning to my place. So practically today’s the first day since a month that I did not have to set the alarm clock to wake me up. Jeez, I’m happy.

Decided to stay home today since tomorrow would be a busy day and Friday too since La Prima Festa is up. So much to do. I think I deserve this break. I need the rest.

Till then.

p.s I was so emo through out Twilight because Tiya said something dumb, she concluded that Abe sold off my Ipod. Whtf? But lucky he came to drop it to me. I guess I was pretty much of a jerk to ask him to come all the way to KL to pass my Ipod, but it’s not like he didn’t have friends around there. Plus I said sorry and I miss it too much. Now it’s back with me! Yay (:

Johnny Donkey

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because WordPress hates me now and won’t let me code it directly -_-”

I cried so badly when I saw the other video to this song. The version with tidbits of the film.

Just by watching the video, I had cried; The time when I actually watched the movie back then, it was just worse.

I wanna watch it again, first and last time I watched it was months ago and I watched alone.

I want a list too and mostly, I want a friendship like that too

Back Again.

I’m not too sure if my wordpress platform is as dumb as my blogger’s previously where the timestamp would not appear and there won’t be anything to display the current time when this is posted.

It’s 11.13 pm btw now, and just around this time yesterday, I had just arrived from Johor.

In Johor, I watched:

&not forgetting these two:

I also got my hands on:

Chuck (complete 1st season), Donnie Darko, Made of Honor, Over Her Dead Body, L’s Final Spin Off, Street Kings, &probably 10 more movies -I can’t practically remember all -_-”

I’d probably talk about the movies later and which guy i thought was hot, yadayadayadaa -all later.

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Johor was alright;

I arrived and slouched on the sofa immediately while watching tv and munching on rambutans.

Johor Bahru, my ’so called Kampung’ is in a certain view way more city-like than where I live in – PJ. Not even 500 metres away from GrandMa’s place were cyber cafes, TONNES of bridal studios, dvd shops, computer game shops, an arcade, karaoke clubs, pubs and just about anything which count in as entertainment, just not for me

After a while on the sofa, my sister &I decided to make our first trip to the dvd store and bought a few. Went home and nothing much happened except that I had the best porridge of all at this stall near GrandMa’s place.

The next day was a Saturday and nothing much happened. I went over to Yaya’s place to do some homework and also to watch P.S I Love You; which obviously made me cry -_-”

&Sunday was practically the day which brings to the reason why we had in the first place decide to go to Johor. My GrandMa was holding a ‘doa selamat’ where she called around 30 blind kids, to read the prayers and sing some nasyid. I wasn’t very much feeling okay when I saw it because it makes me feel bad and dumb and pathetic to be a person completely normal and ‘perfect’ yet fail to fulfill my responsibilities as a Muslim completely. &I bet some would take it as something weird, having me saying such a thing but the reality is there but yet to be faced by yours truly; i guess

I’ll be uploading the photos and short recaps on the whole ‘doa selamat’ and guests we had, including these 2 really adorable siblings. They were toddlers, still but undeniably adorable. My mum’s cousin’s kids. It’s weird to see how very much of an Arab they look like physically. The kids are of Indonesian, Arab and European blood. &they reside in Singapore currently.

I’ll be uploading their photos and whatever I have to say on the ‘doa selamat’ and the people but thanks to wordpress, I can have it all posted in a password-protected entry Of which du’oh, i’ll give the password away just freely to just about anyone but people who I would consider ones that will judge me just on a simple post.

It’s 11.32 pm now and I think I deserve myself some sleep after only 3 hours of it last night and having only that amount of energy to bear 7 hours of school, 2 hours of tuition and then another 2 hours and 30 minutes of it.

The food we had during lunch (we defines Ira &I) was definitely sufficient to cover up the lack of energy I was in. But then, Najwa, Ira &I also had the most GRAND-est dinner of all. I’d scan the receipt and let it do all the talking.

Till then, ♥