Eeeek, No Thanks ?

I feel extremely tired but overwhelmed with guilt. Cause of guilt; I haven’t been studying and it’s not like I’m having so much fun with life either or if I see so much significance in any form of distraction but I just am, being a brat. ..

So yes, from now on, I will study study study like there’s no tomorrow because SPMs just around the corner and after 11 subjects to sit for, I can do whatever I like whenever I want. For now, it’s best for me to stick my ass at home or somewhere to study. Wait, it’s not really a huge problem for me having to sit my ass because I actually might be able to study better when at somewhere else but I really really need to be able to stick my mind and focus. I could stone my life away after SPM, please. Jeez.

Anyways, I headed to tuition this morning in kurung so yes it sucks and in heels too. Because Kira was supposed to be in heels too but she thought it was way overboard and decided to leave them in the car. So Keer and a few others were just pointing at my heels and saying “Whose are those? We should see later.” and du’oh I told them it’s not like I want to, I have somewhere to head after this. Trust me the heels did make it go a little overboard. Satin with a bunch of rose shaped thing in front and around 2-inch high? So not the usual me? But du’oh la, why would I ever get all dressed up for no reasons for tuition? -_-” Headed to the cafe near there for lunch with Kira after class, after getting myself some safety pins (my bloody kurung was so effin see-through I had to pin the upper part of it, AHAHHA), and we had lunch. And I took Zantac and Mallox before so my stomach wasn’t being annoying at all. For the whole day, in fact (:

We didn’t study as how we planned. Left for Faiqa’s after eating. Reached there and helped her a little. Went online. Tried to sleep. Went online. Kira studied while I was walking around being restless. Oh God, now I feel like resembling a 6 year old boy. Eeek. Anyways, that’s that and then it was lunch. And we had a karaoke session and makan again. And I headed home from there at 8. It’s only 9 but I feel so sleepy. And I don’t know. People are weird? Like when you go, they come? Okay, now this is scary because I’m sleepy and this is starting to sound ghostly? Eeee bye♥

Are You Mad?

I must must must, learn how to sit my bum and study. I must must quit all this restless shit. ADHD or not, it’s all in your head, Mal. Maybe I should countdown to SPM, it’d make me more anxious and study better. It might just annoy me altogether and make me feel like shit. Why do I have to be such a brat sometimes and I even annoy myself now. Okay this is dumb.

Today was fun and unforgettable (:

After so much of hassle gone through, we at last decided to just squeeze all 7 of us +Najwa’s driver into Najwa’s black Myvi. Yes, 8 in a Myvi, in a not-so-short journey from our school to Shah Alam. And let’s not even get started on how funny things got when we saw 2 traffic polices trying to control the traffic at 2 continuous traffic lights. We were there for more than 5 minutes and Yaya and Min could have suffocated trying to hide themselves, hahahahaha! The photoshoot in Shah Alam went great and really can’t wait till the photos turn out. I had a good time and thought it wasn’t at all bad that we had to squeeze in into that car because that made things a lot more memorable and just, fun (:

I’ve got a bruise on my leg because of me running to pick up the phone after procrastinating it for quite some time. I hit it on the edge of a chair btw. Ouch it hurts still. And I’m a little tired now because today wasn’t very planned and come to think of it, I just told my parents that I’d be going to school and in the end I went to school and to Shah Alam and back home and now I’m tired. I must learn how to sit my ass and study because jeez, I haven’t got much time and so I will not go to Klcc tomorrow as planned because I don’t even have a reason to go.

Oh but I’ll be baking a cheesecake on Friday so pray that it turns out lovely and I’d bring a whole lot for you guys on Saturday. Oh and I’m going to Faiqa’s place for an open house on Saturday after tuition. But then again I have no idea how to get there from tuition. If if if if if I could drive, things would be a whole lot easier. So yes, I must study while I have the time. And no, it doesn’t make sense if in terms of how they both relate to one another. I seem to be in a good mood lately, uh? Hmm.

Raya in KL

Raya with my Dad’s side of the family in KL that day was just as expected, fun and crazy. Tok Mak cooked so many dishes and we ate as much as we usually do (we have family gatherings at least every fortnight so it’s not like this is not a standard ritual). Fahmi had been in London since 2 days before Raya but Abang Izan came from Sabah to celebrate Raya with us so I had 12-1+1 cousins there! Okay, not really. 12-1 since Fahmi’s not around. And +1 since Abang Izan had brought his girlfriend along.

After dinner, we watched a little tv and then it was time to take photos. So all of us (minus Abang Izan because he’s a little too old ). took many many photos in the lawn. Will upload them later.

Raya in Johor

We left for Johor at around 6.30 pm, Monday. Reached there at around 10+. I slept after just 10 minutes of the car being in motion and woke up at around 9, where we made a stop at Pagoh for dinner. The Chicken Rice was really good. But funny how it was named Nasi Ayam MCR, hahahahaha! It didn’t take long from Pagoh to reach Tok Wan’s place so I stayed awake, listening to The Moffatts while staring into the blank spaces. Amazing how I actually stoned for more than an hour -_-” Made a stop at this place where they sell the best porridge in town and then tapau-ed a few since they were fasting the next day. And I guess I slept off for the rest of the day.

Woke up at around 10 the next day and paid a visit to my late Grandfather’s cemetery. It was actually my first time there as long as I could remember. He passed away when Mum was 17 so none of us in the family have actually seen him before. I also just found out that he passed away not too long before Raya in 1977 and it was actually on the 10th of September. Just 3 days before my birthday. And all this while I never knew. Then, Mum had to go to the wet market and I don’t like wet markets but I had to go and we were all in our baju kurungs. I practically lifted up my kain kurung to up above my knees because I don’t like getting my clothes wet by the water which they use to clean the fish and meat. I don’t mind markets at all but I terribly hate wet markets. Then we headed to Tok Wan’s place. I had a short nap (Shit, I’m starting to sound like my Dad!) and then walked to the salon to trim my hair a little. That women bloody thinned my hair and I don’t like how it is now at all. But I’m tired of complaining already and now I have to blow dry my hair every time I’m about to go somewhere just so it’d look a little nicer. Across the road in front of the salon was a mall with many many tenants selling DVDs. And because of the high competition, they’re all sold for just RM 4. And all of good quality too (gl promo -_-), the people selling are also very nice, again, possibly because of the competition. I was a little annoyed and -_-” though by the dude selling the DVDs to me, he was excitedly telling me the whole story and all the surprises to the film I bought. Baik tak payah belii -_-” So yes, that was it. We didn’t get any bubble tea like how we usually do though. Because we were fasting..I really like that place near Tok Wan’s. Tok Wan lives in a chinese neighbourhood so you can get your hair cut for a very very low price, I mean you’d walk pass 5 hair salons if you just walk for no longer than 5 minutes.

They played mercun that night.

Mr. I-need-to-pee, but I wanna play!

This is Imran. If you think I talk too much and am so restless, wait till you see him!

And then the people who were supposed to do the Takbir Raya was supposed to come so I waited downstairs, all nicely dressed just so I could take photos. Waited for so long, but I had facebook and was texting around to keep myself awake. I should really sleep less.

Gave up when it was already 1 am since I was already dozing off on the sofa.  And as I was changing, they came. My sister took the photos.

Although these kids are cute, I just can’t help myself but post this photo of them looking soo.. unprepared? HAHAHAHAH

And the following day was, Raya! I didn’t wake up as late as I usually do every year. But when I woke up, Keer had already text-ed me a Raya wish and I thought it was such an irony since it was Raya but I was still sound asleep whereas she was already awake. I had time to do my hair and put on a little make up and to actually not look as if I just got out of bed. And then we did the whole routine of seeking for forgiveness from Ma & Dad where my father told me to get used to making decisions in life. Because duh, I don’t like decisions and choices. But I guess I have to succumb to this in order to just live life.

We took tonnes of photos, and then headed to Aunty Nah’s place to pay Baba Pun a visit and Aunty Echon’s place. Uncle Amir Syeikh wasn’t home so we didn’t go to their place like we usually do (Don’t bother the weird names they have, all are nicknames and Baba and Amir are Arabic terms for Granny and Uncle, so Uncle Amir is Uncle Uncle -I know it’s weird but I don’t speak Arabic at all even though my relatives are Arabs, so it explains, semua pakai hentam panggil)

Being old means being boring ?
Hahahah! My younger cousin Luqman looks funny here

M.I.A : 3 more cousins from this side of the family -Suraya, Sofia, Sarah.

This was when we were at Aunty Nah’s house.

Khadijah’s 1 week old baby boy. Sooo adorable.

At night, they played mercun again!




Talk about being restless . ..

The next day, we went to Aunty Tan’s place for lunch. Which was Nasi Kerabu. And then we went back to Tok Wan’s place, where it was already filled with so many kids. And we managed to see Uncle Umar and Aunty Hanisah’s 6-month old twins. Sooooooo pretty and adorable.

Had dinner at around 9 with my sister and the 3 small boys at Oldtown Kopitiam’s near there. Left for home at 12 midnight. Oh, and I watched Mama Mia already! Meryl Streep is such a great actress and she sings well too!

Will be going to Tok Mak’s place for Raya with my other 11 cousins now (minus Fahmi who just flew to UK for studies). Uhh, more more food. Hmm (:

Taa x

Get Better, Duf.

I’m at Keer’s place now because of tuition we’ll be having soon. After I get a nap, please. It’s becoming a routine of mine to sleep till 4.10, have a bath and rush to tuition with Keer.

Accounts 1 just now wasn’t too good. I hate Accounts tremendously after the whole ‘blank’ moment I experienced while sitting for Paper 2 of it. I hate it more than Chemistry, than Biology, I hate it more than anything. Pretty equivalent to Add Math? Okay, no, more of like the amount of hate I have towards. . Okay Ive got nothing now. Chemistry 3 wasn’t bad. So was Physics 3. It annoys me though how I spend 10 minutes trying to draw a table, making sure that the lines are straight and smooth, and then the ink smudges. And everything’s ruined. Uhh.

Raya is coming sooner than it feels. I still have yet to get myself anything traditional to wear, and I hope Saturday will be a good day without me having to be so fussy and having to annoy my mother too much. Dad has got a 30D Canon now with 3 new lenses, good enough for me to shoot the hair in your nostrils from a distance. Like, seriously. Hahahahahah Can’t wait for Raya. Can’t wait to go back to Johor. Can’t wait for a change in this routine I’ve been living for nearly a month now.

Ah well, till then. Have got Math 1 & 2 tomorrow.

Ciaoo ♥♥

That’s where you’re at.

Had tuition at Nirmala’s today & it was her birthday so it was cute. Okay, don’t judge me based on the words I pick for this post because I just woke up from a long nap a few minutes ago. And now we’re going to my grandmother’s place, I don’t wanna take a bath! And I have no idea what to wear. And this is the most pointless post but who cares, because I just woke up and boy, does it feel good to be able to sleep that long! (:

vivien says:
hari tu,i tgh baca people.com.and terbaca pasal billy good charlotte
vivien says:
that he’s gonna be a daddy
vivien says:
and i teringat kat u
vivien says:

Amal says:
OMGGGGGGG
Amal says:
you serious?

Vivien, how come you are always so in touch to the people I used to be obsessed with? First that dude having a new girlfriend and now Billy? But come to think of it, it’s Vivien, what sort of gossip would not go pass her? So yes, Billy’s now waiting for a baby with his wife. And he’s prepared for an Alice in Wonderland themed nursery if it’s a girl, how sweet is that? See, I always fall for the good ones! Although they don’t look too good most of the time..

Right, well, Raya is happening in no time but I have yet to get myself a pair of kurung or anything traditional whatsoevs. Thank you trials, you have proved to me that I am a little good at prioritising. Trials are gonna be over by Friday, and I insist to go out with my friends for at least dinner on that Friday. If ignored, I guess I’ll just have to drag Mum out instead. But I doubt that’d happen, I think I’d totally annoy my friends this time.

So yes, anyone free on Friday?

Okay right mal, gila annoying.