I spent today watching a Chinese game show, the ones without subtitles and no, I don’t at all understand or speak Mandarin, Hokkien or Cantonese (except dumb phrases I’ve managed to steal from random conversations around) but I somehow watch Chinese game shows. Not weekly dramas, just game shows. I’m starting to think my habit is profoundly weird.
I also thought of a few things, went on Youtube and nothing more than that. Wait, I also cooked a little. And more browsing on colleges.
Well, I also browsed some old photos and came across a few in the school’s Science labs. I miss lessons in the school’s Science labs. Times when we would fail to get expected results in the experiments we conduct, when we start our experiments only when others have completed theirs, when we sprayed distilled water onto one another and came out of the lab with damp hair, when we sneak into other groups and pretend it’s our experiment going on, when I scream my lungs off once I get so serious and bossy in getting the most accurate results and Keerthana would be mocking me and I start chasing her around the table with the distilled water sprayer then only give up and we both laugh our asses off, when Amanda would be busy writing God knows what (probably AddMath homework), when Charlene would ALWAYS be the one to take the apparatus, when I would get so excited to do the experiment in the beginning but we mess up the procedure and I start laughing my ass off to how we never get it done, when Steph would be the one telling us the procedures, and also when Steph would just sit by Amanda, when we act as if we’re invisible even if the class is going on, when we sing random songs and do weird dances while carrying out experiments of our own, when we play bingo to keep ourselves awake during Pn H’s Chemistry explanation, when we would get stares from Pris. from the table infront us and Steph and I would try to figure out just why, when we get annoyed by the glares we get, when we got praised for being so hyped up and writing notes during the lesson when we were infact playing bingo, when Steph would complain on how annoyed she is with Af. and her series of questions and ramblings, when Steph would be able to answer questions from Pn Nitc and responds to praises with “Hehe, I studied!”, when I try to keep myself awake in Physics, when Keerthana would do silly things and point towards me when Pn L comes running to the table, times when I’d get tickled by Pn L and laugh my ass off and beg for her to stop while Keerthana would make fun of me and tell Pn L to continue, and then Pn L decides to annoy Keerthana instead, when Stephanie would get tickled if ever she turns back to our table. I miss all that. I miss you guys a lot. Keerthana, Charlene, Stephanie, Amanda. It’s odd how that I’m blogging on you guys instead of the 10 close friends I spend most of my off-class times with but I just miss you guys so much. And I have no idea when we’ll be meeting next!
Keerthana, I still have my pencil box at your place, not only that, I miss how I could tell you just anything and I could whine all day about life to you, I also no longer have a friend to annoy me by telling random people I just got to know that I’m not Malay but in fact a mix of odd races, I miss heading to tuition with you, I miss how similar we are 
Hello missy, you are the girl who changed my whole perception on being attached ok? Thanks to you, I ended my life plan of working&travelling all the time, and only getting a guy and making babies if I spot one fine nice lad in the process. Hahaha, remember Form 4 we had to talk about marriage and I didn’t want to because I don’t care at all, and at Form 5 I was actually thinking it’d be fun and okay. HAHA 
Charlene, you owe me a boyfriend (HAHA kidding). Well, I miss you because I don’t have any other friend who gets to be cute like a 5 year old and gets away with it without being annoying. I also miss your advices on staying optimistic and having faith and hope all the time in life. Not forgetting, you’re probably the nicest person I know on Earth. You don’t talk on flaws of others at all and you accept everything the way it is. I miss bugging you about your brother too (although I don’t have a thing for him! Keer does! lol). We have to meet up, I promise to call you princess!
Stephanie, you owe me Hokkien lessons (although you can only speak a little), and a photo or a glimpse of a guy you would consider as a leng-chai. I also miss how you say “It’s okay, if she does that, you can sue her! She can’t do that!”, whenever I complain on how some things might just end up. I also miss you ramblings on everything happening in the country. Not forgetting you and your lame jokes as well as how you respond to the lame jokes I make. I also miss how I could go up to you and complain of the people I know and you’d give me a respond all the time, even if some of my complains were just rubbish, Hahaha! Well, I miss annoying you and I miss having someone to annoy people with.
Amanda, you owe me your clingy-ness. You never will be reading my blog but I miss you and the odd questions you ask, telling you weird things myself, and how you poke people into their cheeks. Hahaha, I really miss the last part! And because you don’t read my blog I’m ending this here 
So yes, you bunch owe me a meet up session
the group which never fails in getting accurate results, and hey, a glimpse of Charl!
That’s were I spent most of my free time in class. And Keer, Charl, Sab & I were called ‘girls at the back’ when we’re given assignments in Form 4, so we sort of got stuck to the term even in Form 5.
Amanda in the Chem Lab. This time she’s probably re-organising her book, she’s the class treasurer.
Keer, she’s peeling off the pear’s skin during our fermentation project. Lucky we managed to get a pear from Jasmeet. Very expected of us, we all forgot to bring a fruit!
Steph pounding the pears, with the mortar. And there’s my pencil box!
I still remember how Liyana’s group did a mixture of durian and some other fruit and how horrid the smell was.
‘X’ is where I picked to sit my bum on during the first day of school. It is also where I sit when I feel insecure with how the teachers think of me, (that feeling comes at random times but not often at certain months).
‘O’ is where I’d usually grab an extra chair and sit at during lessons besides AddMath (at times I decide to shift back too, lol) and Agama (well, I’d be the only one left during Agama). Well, sometimes I’d sit at my supposed spot during BM, only if Pn N points out that I’m not fully attentive. Not very often 
Hehehe. So yes, sometimes Afiqah sees me only once a month or maybe not that bad, but I feel bad though for leaving her alone. I’m too comfortable at the back. Only reason I shift in front is Pn S told my mum and myself during open day that I cannot be seated beside Keer. Hahaha, wow man.
Clockwise from top- Keerthana at the far end (her being at the end proably means she;s busy doing some homework), Charlene, Anna, Stephanie, Tarsha, Myself.
Oh and Tarsha, I haven’t heard of you since the last day of SPM. I still remember the last thing we spoke about was if our accounts were balanced. You’re one of the people I am surprised to be able to get so close to at a very short time. After supercamp we were able to somehow talk about things and I could go up to you and ask you on just how things are and could also tell you how things are going on in my life.
Well, I miss you guys! I miss annoying you guys with my daily ramblings on life. I miss asking you guys on what’s new. I miss us and our endless conversations from the country, our religions, boys, boys, teachers, education, family, and stupid things like about the person who goes jogging daily by the road.
I don’t want us to not meet again 
Talk about flaws. ..
