At The End of It, I’m All to Blame.

I should really study now. But then there are just too many things circulating about in my head; like how badly I have to score my Accounts Paper 1 and Chemistry Papers. And if I could actually brave through 2008. And what’s going to happen next in life. And if I should or should not make a change, make a move, turn back, go forward. Remain monotonous? Or should I really opt for something different. Would a difference be good? Too early, too late? Uhh.

Okay right.

I just need more time for everything. To rethink, reconsider, re-revise.

Life revolves around the same thing no matter what you’re dealing with;

And to be honest, that thing it’s revolving around, it’s coming clear to me now, and it looks likes a bitch. Uh.

And I feel bad and am extremely sorry for myself,
That ought to make ya happy :/

Chickens.

Pah and Kira came over to study.

We did. A little.

Kira was funny because I had managed to find ‘mole’’s facebook and it’s just funny.

I learned a new place in the world called Karachi. Thanks to Kira’s ‘mole’. Another funny event was when Kira ran out of the door and we said our goodbyes and just then, we had realised, there was actually no one at the gate.

I had chicken for lunch. I shouldn’t have had chicken. I didn’t intend to have chicken. I don’t think I can ever be a vegan. It’s tough tough tough. It ain’t gonna work for me. But I can’t stand seeing chickens being killed. What would mother chicken feel seeing such incidents? Don’t ask me why I’m saying strange things, if you had a conversation with me yesterday, you’d know exactly what I’m saying. But Amanda says even if I don’t eat chicken, they’re still going to be killed. True enough, and I certainly am not able to run to a person and scream “Don’t kill the chickenns!”. Okay this is weird. But I can’t keep too many things inside anymore.

Right. Bye.

I’m going to play match-making now. Good luck Kira HAHA

Uhhm.

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I don’t like how things are anymore. I feel like forking out a part of my mind and just place it into a jar, then throw it out in the sea.

Right now, what I really want is just to forget everything. Not so possible hm? Ahh.